was~

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~kAMI (used to be)~skrng agak berbeda sedikit~life must go on(tetibe)~

2nd attempt~a lil bit salty hehe~

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~menu kami~



~hehe hari ni kte main masak2 yer nana..menu : sup ayam(next time kurngkan skt garam yer cik kak), smbl udang n smbl belacan(pedas)...~

~so much less unspoken~

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And theres no laughter in the air
Only silence everywhere
And so much less unspoken
 
i have an empty space
I wish that i could see
Who's to blame
 
Cause i lost you
To the point i couldn't sleep
I worried i was dying
 
Now it's all that I can do
To see photographs of you
And stop myself from crying
 
I tried to live without your love
Got so many memories
But it's not enough
 
I feel hopeless and oh so alone
Like I never felt before
I don't remember what it's like anymore
 
~it's more than the distance~

~1st attempt=victory~

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wahhh alhamdullillah kami(ak n nana) berjaya masak nasi lemak n smbl udang, cume terlebih letak halbar dlm nasi hehe tapi overall 9/10...thnx umi 4 the resepi..

have to be strong

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~saya tak suka awak, saya pun tau awak tak suka saya~
~pilu di hati sape yg nampak, hanya ALLAH SWT je yg tau~

i dont noe wats hapening~

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gurl : tensyen
him : asal ni, cube citer
gurl : ak rase cam nak give up
him : nape?
gurl : ak rase cam tak layak berada di mane ak berada skrng
him : ala sabar k, bkan sng nak dapat...biar susah dulu, senang kemudian..ngee
gurl : (erk kene balik plak)

big gurl dont cry~

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Hari ini dalam sejarah, (wah permulaan yang agak gempak)..yup a very historical day to me for traveling alone to putrajaya n alamanda…agak sedih with along n abg, well hurm diorng tak nk temankan n mungkir janji plak tue tapi umi kate :

Umi : takpe laa, beli kari
Me : watpe beli kari kat alamanda??
Umi : BERDIKARI laaaa
Me : owh hahahah (‘engaged’ gak ak nie)

10 am : menaiki bus ke putrajaya central pastu menaiki bus ke 2 utk ke alamanda tapi selalunya bus ke 2 ni akan pusing2 satu putrajaya so best2 dpt makan angin jap..tetibe ader uncle indon yg ak ingt Chinese bertanya ~

The guy : ini tempat letak bagasi ya(tunjuk ke arah tpt letak beg)
Me : aaaaa a’a (agak slow)
The guy again interrupted my imagination : kapan bisa sampai di alamanda?
Me : huh???(blur, sbb ak pun jrg gi)
The guy : (ingt gua tak paham so die ckp eng plak) how many minits can arrive?
Me : urmmm I think about half an hour, because the bus will stop at many bus stands.

*ingt kan pastu die tak tanye2 lagi, tapi die sgt peramah n gua pun cam jadi tourist guide sbb die tnye cam nie ….

The guy : kenpa sih banyak flags at every bangunan??
Me : urmm its due to our independent day celebration soon(merdeka)

Bla bla bla

10.45 am: sampai alamanda gua terus berjalan2 gi masuk almost every kedai yg mmg tak kan masuk pun sblm nie hehe..at 1st tak nak bli kasut lagi(nekad nie sbb cam dah byk kasut) tetibe aduhai nampak this cute beg at roxy so terpaksalah gi cari kasut utk padankan(alasan jer ni) haha…pastu dah jalan jalan n jalan terasa lapar so gi masuk pizza hut (wah bak kata salleh larat ker ko makan sorg2?) n gua cam ckp tkpe oder yg utk srg je tapi tetibe mmg tak abis, tapau la hahaha…(agak pelik mkn srg2 di situ then ader plak lagu fergie-big gurl dont cry..mcm tau2 jer, sgt terharu)…1st time beli sayur2, n udang n sotong (ak usha jer camner pakcik tue pilih, tapi die ingt ak stalker die plak) haha so ambik jer aaa. Konon2 ckp ngn nana nk bli ikan tapi lalu tpt2 ikan tue tetibe cam mual, tak bleh blah reaksi org lain (pehal la bdk nie)…then bli kfc zubeq jumpe plak ngn seniors (tpi msg2 wat bodoh jer, im a very shy person hahaha)

~ROXY Rox~

2.00 pm : blk umah naik teksi sbb tgn cam nk tercabut(really wish an alien wud come n help me)…abg tue kenekan rm18(tipu tipu) tapi mls nk byk ckp so byr je aa lgpun selamat smpai takpe aaa kan..berjaya beli kari eh BERDIKARI.

Alhamdullillah berjaya travel alone…next time nk gi tgk cinema alone plak hahaha

sepi berlalu pergi

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~sepi berlalu pergi~

Sepi,

Seringkali menghantui diri..

Sunyi,

Rintih si hati..

Pergilah sepi.

Pergilah sunyi.

Angin,

Nyanyikan daku lagu,

Alunkan aku bunyi,

Sayu hati terasa,

Tatkala sepi bertandang,

Pergilah kau sepi,

Pergilah kau sunyi,

Tinggalkan aku sendiri..

Hehe nie gua cube2 try wat sajak time kelas ustaz, ilham dtg tetibe tue, nana org 1st yg bace pastu gua kasik pada salleh kot sbb nk suh mereka comment, tajuk dah la mcm novel jerk ntah pape aaa~ rindu kelas ustaz yg best itu~

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Aku SANgat PenaT....

Kenapa perlu mendera hati dan perasaan ini???

Aku penat..

Penat untuk rindu..

Penat untuk sayang..

Penat untuk bimbang..

Penat untuk sedih..

Penat dengan angan-angan yang sering menghantui diri ini..

Aku sangat penat dengan perasaan ini..

This relationship is so beautiful yet so hurtful..

I’m starting to feel tired..

So so tired..

Suddenly this mind become so numb..

Is this some kind of mistake??

Maybe we were too serious too soon..

I dont know..

I don’t know what to do..

I don’t know what to say..

I don’t know how to act..

Let God do his job..

“LET GOD SHOW US THE BEST WAY”

Its true what they say,

Time is the best healer….

~ nukilanku~

p/s : tak tau nape gua rase cam agak jiwang plak...hurm it's true wat rina n whda said..wah rindu korng...

not for the love one~

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EMPTY
Tried to take a picture
Of love
Didn't think I'd miss her
That much
I wanna fill this new frame
But it's empty
Tried to write a letter
In ink
It's been getting better
I think
I got a piece of paper
But it's empty
It's empty
Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty
And I even wonder If we
Should be getting under
These sheets
We could lie in this bed
But it's empty
It's empty
Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing Is beating our hearts
We're empty
*this song is dedicated not to lover,friend,family ect ect ect but to my laptop..im so damn empty without it...

writer's block~~~~~

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seriously i dont noe wt came to me because im having trouble with writing this blog, i guess there's a lot of things to write but none came out as i want them to be so im going to write only the fact no more essay(for now) :

~holidys going to end SOON..
~hate n love going bck to cucms..
~my dear laptop is still in workshop(ntah aper laa org tue wat lame gler)
~im going to be lot n lot more stressful this year
~its late one week...aishhhh
~hate to hear baby cry cause it scares me
~im hungry rite now

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