(5pm)

WOW what a long day, exhausted but increase the dopamin level(alhamdullillah)..tadi after class CST we went to alamanda to do some shopping as well as to celebrate our "VICTORY" ...actually it wasnt planned but somehow we went there eventually(betul ker struktur ayat nie)..n i bought a pair of shoes hehe thanx er er, nana n parvin for ur comment on the shoes...release gak sbb tak sedih2 sgt pasal result test td...

~walk in~



(8.40pm)


time ni kelam kabut sgt sbb rushing dari alamanda n then siap2 sume kat umah utk gi CHARITY TEATER kat college. keadaan menjadi kelam kabut apabila shashu jerit :

shashu : korang, cepat teater dah start laaaa
Sume org : what?? asal cepat sgt??? dah laa tak amik tiket lagi
because i was the one yg dah siap kat bwh so i asked shashu :
mie: bro, camner lu tau?
shashu : adik gua ckp
shashu : psstt pstt..bro bro
mie : wat?
shashu : gua tipu jer diorng haha
mie : laa shashu, ish ish

tapi tak sempat nak ckp kat diorng yg shashu main2, era terus jer rushing kuar umah n start kete. hurm takpe laaa..biar jer laa mereka tertipu hehehe..

(8.50pm)


~tiket KANVAS~

~the pathway to glory(nie jln masuk ke audi, cool kan)~

arrived in college...ktrg dah laa kelam kabut so masuk2 tgk perghhh sume tak masuk lagi kan, so ktrg pun beratur amik tiket n then time nak masuk audi cam wahhh sgt best hiasan n laluan die, cam majlis perkahwinan yg grand2 plak, jadi nervous(tetibe) kihkihkih...after we took our seat, ktrg pun stat aa amik gambar ape lagi hehehe..

~sweet memory of us(shashu as the photographer)

~laughter is the best medicine~

~The Dean(prof Hatta) n the OXFORD hehe prof Hamdan~


~sempat lagi tu~



(9pm)


the charity theater started...tajuk teater nie KANVAS..act teater nie dianjurkan oleh senior2 utk project YOUNG MERCY diorng tapi barisan pelakon, pemuzik ect ect byk dr batch kitrg sndri.. Tapi before the theater started, ada persembahan dari kelab GITAR..time nie bebudak nie aper lagi asyik kenekan gua jer, metang2 laa.......haha but the "club pres" also ader, so nice laa he plays the guitar, pro gler(tabik)..tapi sebab prof latif pun main gak(COOL man)...lagu utk anak2 gadis iaitu voice within oleh christina aguilera n lagu ke 2 plak utk anak2 lelaki or yg degil2( haha nice jokes la prof) iaitu lagu father n son oleh yusof islam...

~when there's no1 else, look inside urself n trust the voice within~







(voice within) dedicated to young girls :


Young girl don't cry

I'll be right here when your world starts to fall

Young girl it's alright

Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly

When you're safe inside your room you tend to dream

Of a place where nothing's harder than it seems

No one ever wants or bothers to explain

Of the heartache life can bring and what it means

When there's no one else, look inside yourself

Like your oldest friend just trust the voice within

Then you'll find the strength that will guide your way

You'll learn to begin to trust the voice within

Young girl don't hide

You'll never change if you just run away

Young girl just hold tight

Soon you're gonna see your brighter day

Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed

It's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid

No one reaches out a hand for you to hold

When you look outside look inside to your soul

Life is a journey

It can take you anywhere you choose to go

As long as you're learning

You'll find all you'll ever need to know(Be strong)

You'll break it(Hold on)

You'll make it

Just don't forsake it because

No one can tell you what you can't do

No one can stop you, you know that I'm talking to you

Young girl don't cry I'll be right here when your world starts to fall









(father and son) dedicated to son :

Father


Its not time to make a change,
Just relax, take it easy.
Youre still young,
thats your fault,
Theres so much you have to know.
Find a girl, settle down,

If you want you can marry.
Look at me,
I am old, but Im happy.
I was once like you are now,
and I know that its not easy,
To be calm when youve found something going on.
But take your time,
think a lot,
Why, think of everything youve got.
For you will still be here tomorrow,
but your dreams may not.

Son
How can I try to explain,
when I do he turns away again.
Its always been the same, same old story.
From the moment I could talk I was ordered to listen.
Now theres a way and I know that I have to go away.
I know I have to go.

Father
Its not time to make a change,
Just sit down,
take it slowly.
Youre still young,
thats your fault,
Theres so much you have to go through.
Find a girl, settle down,
If you want you can marry.
Look at me, I am old, but Im happy.
(son-- away away away, I know I have toMake this decision alone - no)

Son
All the times that I cried,
keeping all the things I knew inside,
Its hard,
but its harder to ignore it.
If they were right, Id agree,
but its them you know not me.
Now theres a way and
I know that I have to go away.
I know I have to go.
(father-- stay stay stay, why must you go andMake this decision alone? )

k continue balik...mase theater tu dah start mmg cam agak scary laa sbb pasal keinsafan n all that, ader kematian, kemewahan, kecantikan and if not mistaken dendam kot..its act a story yg nak tunjukkan wat really happen in our world nowadays..ha lagi satu terkejut sbb tetibe faiz dgn muka yg make up sume tetibe muncul kat tepi gua,SGT terkejut ok,hampeh tol dua kali die terkejutkan, seb baik die pun pastu berlakon jadi PARA-PARA ngn Ali haha funny so i voted them as clown of the year or pelakon pembantu terbaik sbb sume scene diorng ade..so cute laa shaz hehe the lead actress n guess wat she wears my white dress( tu yg excited sgt nak tgk, wlaupun i cant act, at least my baju yg act, jadila)
~shaz in my dress n fahmi~
~Para-para Ali n para-para faiz~

Then ader plk rehat pas scene yg ke brape ntah utk pertunjukan fashion plak(seriously tak best hehe)..then masuk balik audi pastu smbg laa smpai habis scene ke 7, ha performance oleh prof nasar sbgai nelayan sgt COMEL...MMG BEST sgt2 hehe congrats to all the cast n yg paling best Brother Azhar main keyboard background sound(SMART sgt, nie yg jeles nie hehe)....then abis theater ader performance oleh nasyid senior lagu best gak "permataku" and "hikmah kembara".. utk poem recital from Prof Hatta(bukit gersang yang apentah) and Prof Hamdan(ilham pujangga) sgt terharu n very2 menusuk laa org kate camtu.(rase cam bersemangat utk terus berjuang di bumi Allah SWT ni)...then finally CLUB GITAR n Prof LAtif sekali lagi mempersembahkan lagu "in the eyes of the world" sbb prof kate biarlah insyaallah we be the best and berjasa pada dunia nie"...time nie ramai gler budak2 gitar main, ader dlm lebih 10 org kot..wah salute bee, nabila n murni sbb girls yg main gtar..ALhamdullilah sumenyer berjalan dgn lancar...so kire BEST LAA walupun penat n rushing2 sume....









~Bukit gersang from Prof Hatta, dean of CUCMS~


~the cast and the crew~
~kumpulan nasyid mari belajar~


~the closing ceremony~


huh..guess wat i juz break another record : lowest mark for 2nd week of CVS assessment(I guess la)..how stupid can a person be????(refering to myself act)~seriously i dont noe wat to say...okay i wasnt feeling well this pass few days but that doesnt make an excuse to fail a paper rite..okay okay fine, its only a weekly test, i can try harder next time bla bla bla...my name means high or tall but y is it always contra with wat i do?? WATEVER....okay okay fine fine, insyaallah i will try to work harder but im a human being with feelings, i have the rite to feel sad and down rite?? "berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu memikul"..seb baik laa ader blog nie, ader gak tpt nak mengadu, malas nak risaukan org lain, diorng pun byk hal sndri nak pikir, so thanx blog...

"ALIAH PERJUANGAN MASIH LOM SELESAI LAGI, USAHA LAGI, YAKIN PADA DIRI ANDA, ELAKKAN BENDA2 YG TAK BERFAEDAH DALAM HIDUP ANDA.."(FRENZ)

~a kiss from papa~


Daughter to father…

Daddy, what if I cant be a good person? What if the path that I choose is wrong? What if people don’t like me? What if I cause so much trouble? What if I lost? What if I failed? What if I don’t make you proud? What if I spend your money on something useless? Will you always be there? Will you help me to stand up? Will you hate me for who I am? Will I get left behind? Will I be left alone in the dark? Im scared daddy..im so scared to go outside in the real brutal world.. there’s a lot of bad people out there..cant I just be in your arm, always?

Father to daughter….

There’s so much more than just a brutal world out there. You have to explore this life..You will be good if you have a strong desire to be good. There’s no right or wrong in choosing the path, you have to experiment things on your own and if you think the path is wrong, take it as an adventure that you will treasure throughout your life. Don’t worry too much about causing trouble because in time you will learn how to deal with the situations. If you lost, take it as a challenge to keep on trying and trying. Winning doesn’t prove you are the best person in this life…I wish I could give you everything you want so you wont have to suffer like me. I will always be there for you because im always sitting there in the 4 chambers of your heart. So just listen to your heart and follow what it says. I will never ever let you fall, that’s why I m always holding your hand whenever your trying to walk. You are my life, there’s no way I can hate you, if not I would have give you away. Even if you get left behind, just keep running to be side by side with others. If you are left alone in the dark, remember to switch on the light. Don’t be scared dear, you will grow into a person you want to be, take all the sadness as the obstacles that you have to face and enjoy every second of your life. Never ever regret on what you do cause everything happens for a reason. When destiny calls, you must be strong, I may not be with you, but remember that I always be in your heart and there will be someone else arm that you will be in.…



~father's hand will always holding their children~


~like father, like daughter~

hurm guess what..suddenly im missin my dad, its been quite a while since we last met..hope he's alrite there..kind of funny act, i used to be soo afraid of him when i was a lil kid hehe cause always the notty one..always fight with my elder brother and always kene rotan then i always think that he hate me so i hate him too for that..but THANX ayah, if not for the rotan, tali pinggang ect ect i wouldnt be a human being haha(sorry for making you think that i hate you, act its becoz when i started to grow up and all the hormonal changes well the "teenager phase", i acted so keras kepala but dont worry dad i got it from ur genes gak kan haha).. hurmm when can we eat shushi together again?org lain tak adventure like us laa..so i only get to eat shushi whenever my dad is around...so LOVE you dad...promise insyaallah i will study betul2 n wont be lazy bum hehe)

~enjoying the moment~

~look daddy, STRIKE~

1st of all i wud like to thank bro shashu sbb perkenalkan technology youtube to me..n i was so desperately wanted to hear people playing the piano yesterday(sbb bosan teramat) n tetibe teringt nk cari kat you tube n PUFF it became kokocrunh haha(no la).."taip piano, then click search" PUFF keluar the florida band which call boyce avenue(smart gler)..die main lagu 'No AIR' from jordin n chris brown(lgu yg sgt2 disukai salleh)..act i hated that song in the 1st place becoz 'sum1' was the one yg introduce that song dlm kete era mase tu( becoz let just say that i n him r not in the same click) so i hated that song..but seb baik laa ader org lain plak yg suruh dgr lagu tu so cam sbb org ke dua , i kind of like that song act..so tq org kedua..then sumthing happend, yg nyanyi lagu tu dlm youtube ader lah teng teng teng..HOT band from florida iaitu boyce avenue..hehe sgt terharu dgr alejandro(lead singer) main piano lagu 'no air'..mmg melting laa..(bak kate hamidah, org laki kalau sekeras or segarang or seTOUGH maner pun bler tgn die touch da piano, will terserlah kelembutan haha)..N NOW IM ADDICTED TO BOYCE AVENUE.....




~THE GREATNESS OF ALLAH SWT~








~moon so high but manage to be captured~


~the lunar~

~the moon is blushing~

~Cognitive domain~



Although this week is very pack like hell but alhamdullillah i manage to finish revising the whole topic on the nite b4 exam(kind of suprise act) n TQ parvin for explaining those phisiological thing to me yesterday. N i already know how to draw a nice HEART with all the arteries n veins(fiuh finally).....


~An alien's heart~

Exam was so FRUSTRATING because the 'OXFORD' questions were damn hard man n i get so confused dat i finally formed a new theories rite there..For prof latif questions were also quite erm so-so laa but, 'aiya' how cud i forgt the diffrnc btween the atrial flutter n atrial fibrillation..next time must remmbr dat atrial fibrillation is (>350) n atrial flutter is(150-350)..LUCKily Prof Nasar's ques was ok laa, but guess wat i made a stupidest mistake laa,"the APEX of the heart lies in which way"(kire cam posisi jantung tu laa)..oh my God,the most simplest question n i get it wrong(malu seh medic nk ngaku medic stdnt but hey im learning okay)..but i was so damn scared laa only tawakal jer laa now, insyaallah..'TRY HARDER next time Aliah'..



~Affective domain~



SO thankful to be in M11...im not being a very nice gurl dis week cos always strees up n gets moody n hot tempered..err sorry to nyone that i kind of hurt ur feelings...





~SPHYGMOMANOMETER~

For those who dont noe wat is sphygmomanometer, it is actually the thing to measure ur Blood pressure(B.P)...trust me bukan senang utk gune benda 2, must control evrytng n got the skills by practice(err how much aa, cam nak beli)..then the funniest part was i almost pitam when parvin check my B.P using that thing cos asyik buat2 tak jadi n the stripe(yg balut kat tgn) kind of block my blood flow, so cam pening2 then prof Yong suruh tukar org tapi still parvin cant read my BP hehehe(all of us act tak dpt bace dgn tepat exp for zue i think)..n i already noe how to read a lil bit of the ECG(yg utk tgk heart beat ect ect cam ader wave tu, slalu ader dlm drama2) bak kate Prof Latif takyah tau byk sgt(exp 10 things), sbb kalau tak nanti there is no 'GEMPAK' for being a cardiologist.





SCENE ONE


--> Dr parvin doing the bp measurement to the patient(finding the brachial artery on the patient hand)


-->era as the nurse


-->zue as the patient's mom



-->bro as the patient's aunty


--> patient is relaxing(but her mind cant stop thinkng all the possiblities)
















SCENE TWO

-->pose for the camera

-->nape zue wat aksi camtu??

-->era as the sphymomanometer model

-->parvin the camera is here laa

-->patient is still smiling although the stripe is very tight..








SCENE 3 : er er n Bhavo posing while Dr Zubec is trying to find the pulse, era still modelling for the sphygmomanometer..

~CUTTTTTTTTT hehehe~


~dont noe y but seriously i dont have the mood to sit for the exam this week, my stress level is increasing hopefully my blood pressure is normal


~my heart rate is tachycardia(>100).


~im so tensed up...


~i cant stop thinking about failure(i dont noe y)


~my hope n determination is abnormal(danger phase)


~im starting to think -ve things (left axis deviation)


~i hate doremon(purposely written down)


~i love doremon(contraindication,wat the??)


~@#$%^&&&***!((@()##())$$)$)$)$


~i'm so damn scared 4 this block


~I cant concentrate more

~fatigue easily

~cold alwayz(sign of anemia????)


~madness all over the place



(Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, sesungguhnya aku berlindung kepadamu dari kerunsingan dan dukacita, aku berlindung kepadaMu dari kelemahan dan kemalasan, aku berlindung kepadaMu dari perasaan penakut dan bakhil, dan aku berlindung kepadaMu dari belenggu hutang dan tekanan orang~doa memohon perlindungan dari kerunsingan)

SERIOUSLY(gaya izzie ckp), i'm very sleepy rite now hurmm i wonder if maybe its the effect of the heavy dinner..oh my god, my legs r so sore(i dont noe y but it feels like i've been running 100m). i wanted to declare that today is the BAD DAY because almost everyone i met is 'bang-bang'(1st time using this word). Maybe bcoz this is the 1st day after a long break(padahal seminggu jer) so td pagi bgn pun mcm tak prepare utk gi kelas(tpi semangat tu ader cume tu la preparation 55% jer)..tapi everytime rase cam malas jer terus teringat kate2 Salleh "perjuangan belum selesai lagi" hehe tq salleh kejut ak pagi2 buta(tk bleh blah)..then td rase cam agak bengong2 skit laa time prof latif explain pasal overview utk this block. then cam time prof nasar nyer class mule2 semangat tu mmg wah sgt best la(almost 100%) then i start to worry too much 4 this week, then dah pukul 11 am tetibe cam tak leh nk concentrate atas sbb yg tak bleh nak dixplainkan hehehe(midot jer tau), then ader 'unofficial break' jap(prof call org), so after tu cam okay balik. Tapi stat jer masuk pasal superior mediaSTINUM dah pening2 balik(aduh aper nie, retro bla, intermediate bla WATEVER)..rase cam nak ckp ngn prof 'plez STOP the MUSIC eh SCTL hehe'..pastu ngntuk gler plak(padahal tgh mkn mentos colour orange 2 pelik2), tgk mdah kat sblh dah lost laa die gi mane, bhav plak ckp 'i cant take it nymore', era plak suruh nana salin 2 copy, tgk zue mcm sdg bertahan, parvin jer laa satu2 nyer harapan utk i pinjam notes die sbb my note errrrr kind of UNDESCRIBABLE......

~my nice scribbling notes~

ha pastu berita yg agak sedih plak bleh Dr Hafiz ckp die rombak mentor mentee or as prof hamdan said tutor tutee(OXFORD tuuu) hehe..sedih terpisah ngn bhav n my beloved mentor,ishani(x-mentor la)..skng my new mentor wud be Wafa(takpe2 blaja2 betul2, go go)..tapi cter nyer lain plak tadi sbb wafa ader class eng agak lmbt so terpaksa exchange tutor tutee hari ni jap. Nubla n I pun join era ngn mentor die Niza, okay laa die ajar(kitrng blaja drawing tau) hehe well as the mentor said " i think u all shud draw the heart then u all can appreciate it more, u noe"..nything u said mentor...tapi cam agak nervous(...) gak laa tadi(only mom noes y)...


~my masterpiece of the HEART( yg dah diinervate ngn segala2nyer)~


tak tau aaa rase cam nak jerit jer hari nie tak tau nape (ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH).
skng nie berpegang pada semangat yg Salleh berikan"aliah,ingt perjuangan masih perlu diteruskan" insyaallah~

hurmm tak tau aa nape, tapi serious tak der mood..maybe sebb sok dah nak blk cybeRIA..okay fine i made a promise not to be sad or moody 2mrrw..hurm...have to be STRONG utk CVS after this, no more home sick or watsoever...insyaallah...hurmm just cut my hair....hurm people said im tall(kat jusco, tak sedar agaknyer diri rendang jer 2)..hurm dats all i guess..

~new shoes(takde keje sbb tkde mood)~

Hari ni asyik keluar masuk jer....bgn pagi pun lambat dlm kul 11 lebih camtu, then teringat nak kene amik aiman n bekla blk sek, so cam agak rush terus drive gi sekolah. Sampai2 sekolah, aiman dah tunggu nasib baik die tak bising. then kene tunggu bekla plak so lepak2 dulu kat sek aiman. After bekla dah kuar sekolah, lepak lagi sebab...



Umi : aliah nanti kalau nak keluar sekolah, tunggu dulu kete byk so susah skit nak kuar nanti.
mie : alrite




tapi....




bekla : ape lagi kak, jalan laa.
mie : nanti laa tak nampak ker kete bersusun kat luar tu.
bekla : ala jln jer laa, takkan takut plak
mie : ini bukan masalah takut atau tak laa(aish bising laa budak2 nie)
aiman : cepat laa kak
bekla : org nak gi sembahyang jumaat nie
mie : hai, lagi satu jam
bekla : ye laa nak mandi
mie : 5 minit je mandi
bekla : makan
mie : 5 minit je mkn
bekla : main computer
mie : jgn nak ngade2 laa(byk plak hal die)
bekla n aiman : cepat aaa
mie : ye la ye la sabo laa.


then ape lgi trus laa jln nak kuar, tapi sampai kat simpang pintu gate tu, PERGHh panjang gler kete, kete blakang plak dah hon hon(ape ni, show some respect la people, mentang2 laa diorng dah pro bwk kete nak berlagak plak). cam nak nangis pun ader gak sbenarnyer, dgn aiman yg tak reti duduk diam lg, seb baik bekla ader, die bg kate2 semangat gak laa(ni blum bwk f1 lg ni). then after some time, ader laa makcik srg nie cam agak memahami tgk muke seposen gua n baik bagi gua jalan(TQ makcik)..



Ha nak tau tak cter yg memalukan bagi 4 me td time nak bli sate, segan seh..tapi cter ni klakar, camni cter die..td time nak bli sate ngn bekla, gi la satu tpt mkcik ni..


Bekla : cik, sate 50 campur

makcik sate : okeh ayam n daging ea?

bekla : yup

makcik sate : nak nasi tak?

bekla :(pdg gua) kak, nak nasik tak?

mie : (dgn confidentnyer) erm nasik ape ader?

bekla : nasi pataya.

mie : owh(still blur)

makcik sate : nasi empet laa dik, mane ader mkn sate ngn nasi putih

mie : eh mkcik tnyer nasi empet ker?

bekla : ape laa kakak nie, bekla ckp pasal nasi pataya tu pun kakak tak paham lg ker

mie : mane laa kakak tau(rolling eyes).terus gelak gler2.

makcik sate : senyum jer


bengap tul rase, lambat plak pick up tu. yg bekla ni pun satu ader ke die kenekan gua, hampeh tol. lagipun mane laa gua biase bli sate n then makcik tu pun satu(seb baik satu), tnyer laa full sentence, tnyer nasi jer plak..lgpun dulu mane ader org jual nasi empet, die kasi free jerk, tpi skng dah jual plak, ntah pape aa.




~sate+bwg+timun+ketupat=lawak~

then time nga tunggu sate tu, gua tgk mamat sorng nie, cam familiar jer muke die tapi di mane yek.. gua tgk die, then die pun tgk gua, rupe2nye senior aaa time sekolah dulu..hurm in my memory kalau tak silap senior nie kelas kj and pakai baju kj 2 n bwk pembaris yg besar2 tu(utk lukisan kejuteraan)..eh tapi die ingat gua ker ha??so gua pun mengimbau kenangan sekolah dulu(best laa time sekolah, tak tensyen sgt2 cam skng). Korng(ex-smktun) jom wat reunion....

hurm testing 1, 2, 3..video ni just nak test jer but best gak dpt layan..hope u guys enjoy it..

"open ur eyes"


~Dont blame me for being a shopaholic~

Wow how nice is it the smell of new clothes, the sleek and shiny jeans and the colours that fill the atmosphere(cam addicted plak). Takde laa, act nak ckp yg i love shopping(who says money is not important??).hehe td gi shopping with my mom, my elder sis n my cousin. Gi jusco tebrau jer but sbb dah lame tak gi shopping, terperap jer kat 'cyberia yg tak ceria' tu so cam agak excited laa. Basically cam nak cari seluar jer(ingt tak pasal seluar yg diturun kan colour 2?? kalau tak, sila rujuk cerita sblm2 ni) tapi well biase laa bile dah nampak yg lain abis hehe. One more thing seronok bler gi ngn mom nie, sbb nyer "its her money" n we just have to pick wat we want(best kan), well bagi sape yg dah ader balak 2, maybe sian laa gak sbb have to spend for their gf(kalau dah berduit okay laa but if still blajar cam tak perlu laa).So who says yg most mother is not fashionable?? well im really THANKFUL for having a mother who is quite fashionista(she watch E! channel so she noes wat lindsay lohan, hillary duff and jessica alba wears). Tapi kadang2....



Mommy : aliah nak pakai baju camni?
Aliah : uish tak nak aa, segan jer.
Mommy : ape plak, lawa aper, ni fashion budak2 skrng.
Aliah : hurm(2nd thought)
Mommy : try jer laa
Aliah : well its ur money(jgn tak pakai sudah)






~love her fashion sense~



Yang klakarnyer kan, mesti baju yg my mom pilih 1st2 mesti pink colour...

Aliah : umi ni suke pink2, setiap kali mesti punyer.
Mommy : well i like pink, its sweet n nice for u gurls.
Aliah : yeah thats y bhav told me i love pink(rolling eyes)






~one of the best actress who is fashion WISE~



Tadi mase kat PADINI memang dh pilih dah baju pink but suddenly i saw this very damn gorgeous blouse, orange in colour(mmg stylo gler aa) so bye2 pink, aloha orange!!!Then gi plak masuk VOIR, act nak beli satu jer sluar but then....


Mommy : aliah nak sluar hitam tak??
Aliah : erm ntah laa, tak kisah.
Mommy : ambik laa nanti tak yah beli2 lagi
Aliah : well, its ur money, honey!!hehe



So kesimpulan nyer "1+1=black n cream pants"...



Petangnyer plak gi jusco tmn u(bkn promote jusco okay), jumpe teman2 lame(kwn time kecik2 dulu time pakai tudung pun benut2 lagi)..Yana, ikin and saifa...Best2 sgt dpt hang out together2 n catch up evrything...then ktrg beli the same bracelet(fwenship bracelet), comel sgt..hurm so blk jer dr berjalan, mmg sgt exhausted but heppy laa, alhamdullilah...



~fwenship bracelet~






Have u ever felt so rebellious?? i hate people who makes me sad, i hate them for making me feel serba salah, i hate to think that its my mistake for everything to happen..hurm im so not in the mood. Ingatkan bleh cuti dgn amannyer tapi byk plak masalah yg datang....tapi ape2 pun evin cakap "never regret, coz evrythng happen has a reason for it".zue plak kate "hal2 hati nie, the best medicine in the hospital pun cant cure it"(totally agree)..hurm kanak2 ribena mesti tak byk masalah kan2?? they juz have to play with their toys all day long..


~love mine~




I don’t wanna be told to grow up

And I don’t wanna change

I just wanna have fun

I don’t wanna be told to grow up

And I don’t wanna change

So you better give up

‘Cause I’m not gonna change

I don’t wanna grow up





Too Serious Too Soon



I don't know why I lost your touch

Maybe I wanted to be loved too much

Too serious, too soon

I wanted you to love me

I wanted to be there for you like no one else before

It's been a rainy afternoon

Now I'm Staring at the moon

Thinking we got too serious, too soon

I told you every day

I told you every night in every way

I love you

Maybe you got scared

Maybe I have nothing else to say

But I love you

So baby now my life's a mess

cos I couldn't love you any less



p/s I love you(best citer nie)

~Dengan nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Pengasihani~

That day time final week for respi system, bler dah rase bosan bace or dah macam tepu(macam je la), i went to kacau nana at her desk(evil laugh)...

Mie : (juz standing n starring at her notes)
nana : ni ape ni, takde keje ker?? Nak ape?
Mie : (keep on smiling), ni keje laa nie, tensyen aaa bace respi..saje nak pantau keadaan nana. Ish dengar lagu kuat2 pekak laa nanti..
Nana : kuat ker??
Mie : Nana, dr meja kite, kte bleh dgr lagu ape yg nana dgr dgn JElAS..
Nana : (sengih2) sorry2.
Mie : (keep on tgk2 meja nana, suddenly..)"eh nana buku ape nie??
Nana : ha ni la buku yg kite ckp tu, bace aa bagus
Mie : hurm nipis buku nie, tapi kite bwk balik time cuti ea, respi pun tk abis bace lg
Nana : okes

Td petang tgh2 bosan n down gler atas sebab2 tertentu, so bleh capai plak buku embrology,teringt nak bace pasal development of heart. Tapi hasrat tu tak kesampaian sbb nampak buku yg nana bagi tu sbb lagi nipis n kecik hehehe. so pergila ke laman rumah duduk2 sambil bace..buku ni bertajuk "nasihat dan bimbingan untuk putera puteriku oleh Syeikh Ali Thantawi". Pasal couple2 ni bla bla, tapi sgt bagus laa..seronok bace.

Sedikit sudutan dr buku tersebut :

Wahai puteriku...
Lelaki yg baik dan soleh akan datang kepadamu, dengan segala kerendahan hati, memohon kemaafan, menawarkan kepadamu hubungan yang halal dan terhormat. Dia datang untuk meminang dan mengahwinimu.

Pastu ade laa ckp2 pasal kene jage batas2 n macam elakkan la berdua jer or u noe wat rite, benda2 yg bleh menjurus kepada benda2 yg tak elok..bla bla bla

akhir skali ader poem,

Wahai puteriku,
itulah nasihatku yang hak dan benar,
mudah-mudahan engkau mahu mendengar.
jangan engkau dengar ungkapan yang lain,
yang mengajak kepada kelalaian.
Hanya di tanganmu wahai puteriku,
bukan di tangan kami kaum lelaki.
Hanya di tanganmu sahaja kunci pintu kebaikan.
Sekiranya engkau mahu memperbaiki dirimu,
maka pasti seluruh umat akan menjadi baik..

Actually ader gak ckp utk "wahai puteraku" tapi malas den nak tulis pjg sgt, "because i am a gurl".So hopefully benda2 cam ni jd renungan kite bersama, insyaallah. One last thing, biarlah org nak ckp kte kolot or "typical malay gurl or watsoever", asalkan kte ader pendirian kite tul tak.. Nana thanx 4 the book...

~hehe red devil : mie,era,shashu n bhav(kete senior mane laa ni ktrg tumpang)~

Lawa tak baju merah ngn sluar putih or cream yg mie pakai?? lawa kan..tapi cube bygkan biler colour red plus white equals to wat?? well let me do the equations for u guys, "red+white=white with pink patches" got it??? still tak paham?? aish slow nyer..hehe ok let me begin the story from the beginning(amaran : cerita ni 18sedih hehe, sediakan tissue)....

ok di suatu pagi yg hening, gua gi aa basuh baju kat mesin cuci, masukkan laa baju merah 2 n sluar cream 2 skali..so tetibe selepas half n hour.."ARGHHHHHH"...rupe2nye baju turun colour daa, abis abis my everything(ceh takde laa sume kene)..yg paling teruk adelah sluar cream 2, die jd pinkishhhhhh(sedey2),dah la baru beli n beberape kali jer pakai. Tapi takpe2 gua terus jer amik clorox yg ader dlm bilik air dan rendam selama 2 hari 2 malam..dan keputusannye "DOWN"..rupe2nye clorox tu dah expired, aduh takpe2 gua ingt nak transfer die ke jb nanti suruh my mom or bibik wat sumthing..

Sampai di jb, bibik pun letak laa clorox..tetibe pagi ni :

bibik : aliah, mari ke dapur ikut bibik sbentar(ikut slang indon ya)
Aliah : nape bik(mcm dah tau jer ape yg nak ditunjuk oleh bibik)
bibik : sluar 2 udah sobek
Aliah : koyak ker?
Bibik : bukan, sluarnya nipis lagik apa sih
Aliah : ape laa bibik ni ckp laa bahasa yg org paham
Bibik : kalau umi udah paham, aliah tak paham
(berlaku kesukaran utk slg memahami antara kami)
Aliah : (last2 gua tgk mmg betul la sluar tu dah koyak). Betulla saya ckp bik, ape plak saye tak paham
Bibik : sorry bangat(tensyen gler)
Aliah : leks la bik, nanti saye bleh bli baru, dun worry be happy
Bibik : bukan begitu, sayang.
Aliah : bertenang bik, dah takde rezki nak wat camner. gua pun cepat2 cabut ke depan sblm lg confiuse..

ha camtu laa cerite nyer, so at last my mom pun ckp beli jer laaa baru....so conclusion is red is really evil~red devil~red baju~evil baju....................the end


~study mode~



Alhamdullilah, after all the hyperventilation mode this past one month, finally the semester break is here(fiuh). Respiratory system wud be one of the best block ever..thanx Dr hafiz for the PAL(peer assist learning) programe..thanx to my mentor,Ishani(yeah we r the best mentor mentee group, bhav chayo2 we can do it)..isha,remind me to give u something later!!..Best laa BBQ kat umah dr hafiz although we sesat so many times(nsb baik ayah era yg drive).cam sgt2 terharu ngan all the hard works that dr hafiz wat.(TQ so much)..aiman, kakak dah prove dat "i not stupid hehe", thanx 4 being my idol.


Thanx so much to mama n abah era(tq mkck n pkck), cam sgt terharu sbb diorng snggup antar smpai umah, best2 perjalanan yg jauh..era, aboi n akai pun cam best, cume aboi cam senyap jerk hehe sopan..basically dlm kete cam tido jerk sbb sgt penat..rase cam tak terbalas budi yg diorng wat,hanye Allah SWT yang bleh balaskan utk all of u guys,THANX. This is where i realize sumthing, tak sume org tu ade belas and ader rase sikap tolong menolong..ader org yg hanyer pentingkan diri sendiri and kalau takde kepentingan pade diri die sndiri maka die tak perlulah susah kan diri. Maybe suatu hari nanti Allah SWT akan tunjukkan jln kebenaran pada org2 yg sedemikian(harap2, im not in that group, insyaallah)..so i wud say that juz be professional laa with that kind of people. Kalau nak wat sistem barter pun leh gak cume kdg2 tak smpai hati. One thing i wud like to say to that kind of people is, stop being a hipocrit..

p/s : lupe nak ckp yg era n me pakai baju kurung blk jb, hahaha sbb tk sempat tukar after majlis Dr Hafiz..
(dalam perjalanan gi kedai makan)..
Era : aliah, kite jd sopan laa hari ni.
Mie : a'a laa hehe
Mama Era : ha bagus, cam anak dara sunti(tk bleh blh)
Era : barulah sejuk hati mak mentua pdg..
Mie : yeah
Era : terus jd fav anak menantu
Mie : yup jeles anak menantu yg lain

Tetibe ader laa mat2 motor yg tgh lepak kat motor..."assalamualaikum, jln baik2"

Mama Era : ha kan baru cakap
Mie n Era : hahaha(burst out laughing)



~HEPI HOLIDAY TO CUCMSian...HAVE A NICE,QUIET AND PEACEFUL HOLIDAY~

~do not disturb, i'm on a vacation~