ntah nape tetibe rase cam down...hurm mane perginyer selera makan ku ini?? bosan aaaaaaaaaaaaaa..nak blk 19 jln sejahtera 7 skng gak...la la la la~
" I don't want to lose you, but I don't want to use you just to have somebody by my side.
there's a danger in loving somebody too much, and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust. There's a reason why people don't stay where they are. Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough."
and it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch. There's a reason why people don't stay who they are..."
arghhh mmg ak benci sgt sgt dgn bende nie..bende nie adelah ubat selsema actifed..ak rase cam makan dadah jer(ish ish cam penah try jer, tapi tak kay), walau mkn semalam b4 tdo tapi effect die perghh sampai dlm kelas ak rase cam high, flying kat awan n tak berpijak pd bumi yg nyata..menyampah betul aa ngn ubat nie..numb gler badan rase..hurm need to find sum1 who is caring enuf lerss beb 4 the future..n by the way jejaka2 cucms yg sudah membotakkan kepala mereka2 menyebabkan bahang terendak semakin dekat kepadaku, perghh cam nk gi berkhidmat kepada negara plak!!! kuatkan mental n physical dr sekarang~
p/s : tq so much nana sbb wat sme homework pada hari isnin walaupun kte partner, cam terharu gler sbb u wat sme, sob sob!!smoga Allah SWT memberkati hidup mu..
hepi burfday juga kepada x-rumate e-3.2 KMJ iaitu ms Rina, may Allah SWT bless u aways, tc dear..
wahh sgt terharu, serius tk sangka!! act terharu sbb kene jawab soalan sctl public health nk cari carta organisasi Kementerian Kesihatan Malaysia tapi tk asal ntah ku bukak2 page tue tak leh, asyik error jer so mcm dh putus asa, last2 mcm tawakal gak la anta email pada sme group tnye sape2 ader carta tue tak n seriously mcm tk sangka ader org nk reply tetibe mcm dlm 5 group anta n siap attach carta tue, so cam terharu sgt..thanx korang..
umi pesan pada ak, hidup nie jgn susah kan org lain, biar diri susah sikit dulu...tapi kdg2 kenape keadaan sgt tidak mengizinkan utk ak tidak menyusahkan org lain?? asal hypersensitivity tetibe!! kite slalu nk dpt kawan2 yg best, caring la, setia la, sggp wat ape saje utk diri kte tapi kdg2 kte terlupe utk jadi org mcm tu gak utk kawan kte..kawan time senang, gembira, suka mmg senang nak cari tapi kwn time sedih mmg susah nk cari n kdg2 tue mcm give up nk cari, kalau ader aderla, kalau takde takdelah..hopefully ape pengajaran yg ak dpt ialah kte perlulah menjadi seorg kwn yg baik kpd teman2 kte dulu, insyaallah barulah kte leh dpt jmpe teman2 sejati!!
~it's too late for u n ur white horse to come around~
Say your sorry That face of an angel comes out Just when you need it to
As I pace back and forth all this time 'Cause I honestly believed in you
Holdin' on The days drag on Stupid girl,I should've known I should've known
That I'm not a princess This ain't a fairytale I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet Lead her up the stairwell This ain't Hollywood This is a small town I was a dreamer before you went and let me down Now it's too late for you and your white horse To come around
Maybe I was naive Got lost in your eyes and never really had a chance My mistake I didn't know to be in love You had to fight to have the upper hand
I had so many dreams about you and me Happy endings, Now I know
And there you are on your knees Beggin' for forgivness Beggin' for me Just like I always wanted but I'm soo sorry.....
That I'm not your princess This ain't a fairytale I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually Treat me well This is a big world That was a small town There in my rear view mirror dissapearin' now Now it's too late for you and your white horse Now it's too late for you and your white horse To catch me now.....
Whoa ohhh ohhh ohhh oh Try and catch me now Ohhh It's too late.....
It seems to me This thing is breaking down We almost never speak I don't feel welcome anymore Baby what happened Please tell me cause one second it was perfect Now you're halfway out the door
And I stare, at the phone He still, hasn't called And then you feel so low you can't feel, nothing at all And you flashback to when he said Forever and always.....
1st of all, i wud like to thank the seniors, nabel,anuar n kak eda for spending ur time giving tips and the overview of prof exam!! sgt sgt cam tak rugi kot dtg walaupun lmbt sejam, cam sgt membantu membuka minda utk start study camner tapi gua juga amat amat cuak okay!!perghh cam nak amik spm jer debaran nyer!! tapi nk mintak maaf gak kat the seniors coz gua kluar camtu jer tanpe ckp tq or ape2, rase cam agak 'kurang' di situ(ntah knp ntah cam kurang sopan sgt time tue, ish aliah2)..
okay fine prof exam exact date is 12th june 2009..have to start the discussion now!!
yeay baru dpt tulis pasal BLS sbb baru dpt gambar dr org2 yg mempunyai hp camera!! apekah itu BLS?? BLS means basic life support, basic thing yg perlu tau dlm BLS ialah A,B,C-Airway, Breathing and Circulation..best2 cume agak penat time buat CPR sbb dada patung tu sgt keras!!these are some of the pictures taken at Sungai Merab(ak ingt Sg Merak) :
~my 1st kiss of life~
~sakit gak tgn nak wat bnd nie~
~ ~ ~ ~ ~prof ikram tgh tunjukkan camner nak angkat satu patient~ ~correct way on how to carry a person~ ~using stretcher~ ~tak tau aa nape patient tue senyum gak~ ~kami~ ~lawa tak zue n bhav balut kepala kami hehe~
can u please stop it? ak sgt penat dan letih, just please ignore me, please stay away from me, ur voice is killing me!! u r not a friend of mine, i dont even know what is friend actually!!
You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors It's the morning of your very first day And you say hi to your friends you ain't seen in a while Try and stay out of everybody's way
It's your freshman year and you're gonna be here For the next four years in this town Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say "You know, I haven't seen you around before"
'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you You're gonna believe them And when you're fifteen feeling like there's nothing to figure out Well, count to ten, take it in This is life before you know who you're gonna be Fifteen
You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail And soon enough you're best friends Laughing at the other girls who think they're so cool We'll be outta here as soon as we can
And then you're on your very first date and he's got a car And you're feeling like flying And you're momma's waiting up and you're thinking he's the one And you're dancing 'round your room when the night ends When the night ends
'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you You're gonna believe them When you're fifteen and your first kiss Makes your head spin 'round But in your life you'll do things greater than Dating the boy on the football team But I didn't know it at fifteen
When all you wanted was to be wanted Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now
Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday But I realized some bigger dreams of mine And Abigail gave everything she had to a boy Who changed his mind and we both cried
'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you You're gonna believe them And when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall I've found time can heal most anything And you just might find who you're supposed to be I didn't know who I was supposed to be at fifteen
Your very first day Take a deep breath girl Take a deep breath as you walk through the doors
to be alone by myself in this cruel world is difficult for me therefore im so thankful to have friends...lagu ni sgt2 shahdu dan pilu(ayat tak bleh blah di situ), sgt2 teringt kawan2 time kecik2 dulu,viviani, men barbie doll same2 sampai tak nak blk rumah, then haziq yg slalu nek basikal jumpe kat simpang jln pinjam buku kawan(unfortunately u dont remember me now but i remember everything about u la dude)then amy, nadia, amar and wan!! suke men ngn amar sbb abg n wan ske buli die, dah laa die kecik cam comel gler!!teringin nak jumpe u guys now..then shuhaidah my best fren time sekolah rendah, slalu dgn ak walaupun ak muke kene buli asyik nangis, sgt sedih time nak pindah dr uda dulu hehe tapi bleh plak berjumpe kat matrix yerk..how was i back then guys??? do u like me as ur friend?? r u guys really sincerely want me as friend??? then time kat tamn u darjah 3 baru pindah, yana the 1st person to menghulurkan salam persahabatan time ak tgh layan blues kat tepi padang sekolah(i still remember that time). have you ever regret "menghulurkan tgn"(tk tau nk translate dlm bhs eng) to me? to all my friends out there?? im sorry for not being a very good friend to u guys but insyaallah i'll be here whenever you needed a friend!!!hopefully i wont ever hurt my friends's feeling!! if i do, then i seek for forgiveness!!!!kepada saudari2 n saudara2 practikum hayat 19 kmj 06/07, how r u guys??mira n mai, how r u guys coping in the medical field??mari buat reunion ramai2(ceh padahal gua bz memanjang, ntah ape yg bz pun tak tau ar)..salleh, thnx for being there for me, u rox(jom pi tgk jason myraz sesame)..dan untuk seluruh kwn2 ku, dari kecik smpai la sekarang(except for nana hahaha gurau jerk), ku dedicate kan lagu ini untuk kalian semua!!
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