im entering a new posting which is public health,there's a lot work to do such as proposal, questionaire, literature review and reading journal and guess what we have to finish all that in one night..so basically you have no idea how mentally and physically stress we are..to reduce the stress we did some crazy stuff such as taking pictures..so here are the pictures..
work time~~~
makan time ~
play time~
crazy time~
muka tak tido n tak mandi~
I used to call you my girl
I used to call you my friend
I used to call you the love
The love that I never had
When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again
I miss you like crazy
Even More than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of every day
Girl I'm so down when your love's not around
I miss you, miss you, miss you
I miss you like crazy
You are all that I want
You are all that I need
Can't you see how I feel
Can't you see that my pain's so real
When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again
im having terrible cough and ulcers..mesti byk dosa yg ak dah kumpul nie..
alhamdullillah exam is finally over and now i can start to relax a bit before entering another posting which is "PUBLIC HEALTH"
i just found out that one of my best friend is in a relationship, it's kind of a big news for me hehe and supprisingly i feel sad as i know that we wont be close anymore, haish pakcik pasni kurang lah kawan ak nk ngadu problems..nyway i also feel so HAPPY for him.
To Mr. S ;
weh ko jage gf ko bek2, layan die btl2 paham tak..wish u guys the best...
p/s : thnx for being my friend :)
just now, umi called again hehe to know whether ive been crying again or not..i love u so much mom...im okay now, not crying anymore sbb mata dah bengkak semacam, bgn2 pagi rase mcm kasim selamat, ha tu la sape suh ngs lagi, takpe2
~AJA AJA FIGHTING~
esok exam theory, tapi study tak bis lagi nie, amacam??
~rabbi yassir walatuassir ya karim~
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die
I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop
I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone
Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry
Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go
I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone
I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone
I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone
"Ohana means family, family means nobody gets left behind. Or forgotten."
at this point of time i dont need anyone else besides my family..
dear parents;
tq so much for those soothing words..
~ to umi, thanks for the encouragement and listening to me crying like mad just now and sorry for making you feel worry and sad bout me n sorry for making you cry too..
~ to ayah, thanks for believing that i can make it through though im struggling my butt off. 
(best parents award)
im so depressed and sad and im crying my heart out at this point..u know y?? because i might fail my clinical exam..u noe y?? because i got a case of fibroid and guess what?? i didnt ask menstrual cycle history..BODOH GILER NAK MATI..camner bleh pass kalau camtu??? n soalan2 yg ditanye oleh examiner, sme ak jwb mcm bongek..paham tak
- whats clubbing??
- anaemia can cause clubbing ker??
- ape causes of clubbing??
- awak dah wat internal medicine kan??
- tak pernah saye dgr jwpn awk nie
- what is fibroid??
- how to differentiate between uterine mass and ovarian mass??
- type of fibroid??
- which one can cause menorrhagia??
- and how can it cause menorrhagia??
- ca 125 can be detected in endo ca??
- beta hCG elevated in endo ca??????????
- what do you think that lady will undergo after this??
IM DIGGING MY OWN GRAVE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
n for another stupid thing on my mind that's been bothering me a lot this days, i say SHUT UR PUMPKIN old n i dont want to care anymore, UNDERSTAND???
Ya ALLAH kenapelah semua perkara ni berlaku time ak nak exam...camne ak nk focus nie??? bleh tak pergi sumer perkara2 yg buat ak jadi camni so i can concentrate tuk exam..nyway setiap perkara yg berlaku tu ade hikmahnyer so insyaallah i can do it..
"AJA AJA FIGHTING"
i dont know y some people dislke our local songs, for me some of them are nice and have good quality!! but biarlah mereka2 itu...ha ni salah satu lagu yg aku ske..cam agak jiwang but who cares, skati aku la ak nk dgr ape, ape ko susah ker (teremo plak)..
Bila kukenang
Ku renung gambar wajahmu
Kisah yang lalu tak akan berulang lagi
Lupakan saja
Cerita lama
Usah di rayu pada yang tak sudi
Janganlah dinanti pada yang telah pergi
Hanya luka lamakan berdarah kembali
Kini kecewa
Tidak terkata
Mengapakah itu disebut lagi
Apalah yang hendak dikata
Sudah suratan takdir menentukan
Oooh... inilah ragam manusia
Manis di bibir
Pandai bermain lidah
Berputar-putar membelitkan kata-kata
Hanya linangan airmata yang menitis
Pada bayangan
Di angin lalu
Membisikkan kata rindu bayangan
Have you ever loved somebody so much?
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad?
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words?
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever?
Have you ever been in love?
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start
What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
'Cuz baby I can't sleep
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