MY 'OUTER SPACE'

i came across with this person blog/fb, and i admire his art work even though it may look simple. i hope he don't mind me sharing his piece of work in my blog







credit to : http://zackzukhairi.blogspot.com/

i know that this movie has been around for ages but i never really care enough to watch it until recently when our respective psychiatrist lecturer, Prof Najib encouraged us to watch it so that we can relate it to what we're going to learn in psychiatry posting and also to make us appreciate more about mental illness when seeing psychiatry patient later. Frankly speaking i LOVE LOVE the movie..this movie is based on true story where John Forbes Nash, Jr. (born June 13, 1928) is a mathematician and also nobel prize winner who has SCHIZOPHRENIA (one of the psychiatry illness).



summary :
A biopic of the meteoric rise of John Forbes Nash Jr., a math prodigy able to solve problems that baffled the greatest of minds. And how he overcame years of suffering through schizophrenia to win the Nobel Prize.

comments :

- i'm touch by the love and faith shown by John Nash's wife, ALICIA and i couldn't imagine whether i can be that strong in the future, if i ever get married one day.
- i have two uncle with schizophrenia and they are not that hardcore one, they still consume their medications. even with the illness, somehow one of my uncle really get well with children and kids love them and the most touching part would be they take care of my grandparents as they are still living with them (my mother would always say that 'ha tgk tue org yg kurang sihat boleh jaga baba and abib tapi org yg sihat tak dpt nk jaga sgt').
- my neighbour also has schizophrenia and guess what? she's a lecturer for engineering in UTM. this shows that there's no barrier towards achieving your success in life.

- the community are still lack of exposure towards mental illness and there are actually ways to control some of the mental illness before it's become worse.

- do NOT call those people with mental illness --> orang GILA..we must remember that most of us have the possibility to get the illness for example every healthy living person have 1% chance to get SCHIZOPHRENIA.


Unforgettable quote from this movie :

* The Only Thing Greater Than the Power of the Mind is the Courage of the Heart

* He Saw The World In A Way No One Could Have Imagined.

* I need to believe that something extra ordinary is possible...

* It is only in the mysterious equation of love that any logical reasons can be found.

* "im here tonight only because of you, you are the reason i am, you are all my reasons (ok terharu nak nangis biler die ckp ni kat isteri die time ucapan untuk terima nobel prize)

p/s : as i scanned through my old junk of emails, i found this poem..someone sent it to me on Thursday, January 19, 2006 at 12:44 AM..



So many things happen in life,
n u smile,
People ignore u,
u smile,
They don't like u,
but u smile,
They do it again n again,
but u keep ur smile.

u aren't great as them,
u aren't wished like them,
u aren't talk like them,
still u love them,
n welcome them,
with a smile.

Time keep movin',
n u need them,
they laugh at you,
they put u aside,
n u have it all,
with a smile.

u feel alone,
u feel exhausted,
tears keep flowing,
but u hide them,
n instead, show ur lips,
carrying a smile.

......... Just keep Smile.....

the spirit and 'excited'ness just disappear....

there are times we need to look back,
to where it all began,
and look at how we can make it better,
because every chance brings possibilities,
but sometimes it takes more than that..

i came across with this clip from a friend's fb;

last night one of my best friend sent a msg (at that point i was damn sleepy and nervous as i still haven't finish studying for the next day CGP exam, cis betul) informing that his sister in law just gave birth to a baby boy.. :) happy news for his family and so dear baby boy may you always be in a pink of health and grow up to be a good muslim and khalifah :). Enjoy being cuddle and loved by everyone *wink* :)

'i'm a private person' (teka sape ckp ni,ceh hehe), meaning i don't like to share my problems and secrets or my thoughts with others. this is because i'm not good in explaining exactly how i feel to other people and sometimes it leads to misunderstanding..so i prefer to keep quite, zipp it..some of my best friends say that 'owh die ni tersirat skit'..

sometimes when i want to share my problems with :-

1. my mom; diri ni cam rasa alamak dah besar2 pun nak ngadu2 (tapi slalu jer wat :P). thanx mom !!

2. wall; kang org hantar aku pi jumpe Prof Hatta plak, pelik asal la bdk ni ckp ngn dinding hehe

3. other people/friends ; karang cakap aku ngade2 la, manje la, tak kuat la, tak tabah laa..salah ker jadi lemah skali skala??? plak tue karang biler org ckp camtu aku jadi sedih pulak..i just need them to listen to me, just lend me your ear..karang ckp ak ckp byk plak..hehe nanti end up ---> shashu2, gua cam sedih laaaa or Na, i cm stress ar or parvinnn, hurmmm i feel so sad laaa...seb bek ak ader kwn2 yg baik dan ske dengar aku cakap muahaha..tapi pape pown people dont really know what's happening inside soo

so last2 aku akan ---> nangis dlm bilik sorng2 sambil pasang citer sedih or dgr lagu sedih or time nga doa sbb bile dah nangis tue, rase cam fiuhhhh legaaa skit

act kan, ape motif aku tulis bnd2 ni??? motif nyer sbb just nak try tulis kat blog yg berwajah baru ni n cam saje jer (skati ar, it's my blog) :p

all time fav songs :-



(OMGGG hotttt nyer bf ak ni except for the ........ :p)



(much more decent and 'clean' :p)

okeh penat sungguh nak design blog ni, tapi tgn skt sgt nk taip dah (hurmmmm nape ea tgn ni skt sgt?? adekah arthritis??) dah laa penat aa, smbg nanti ar nk tukar2...