im entering a new posting which is public health,there's a lot work to do such as proposal, questionaire, literature review and reading journal and guess what we have to finish all that in one night..so basically you have no idea how mentally and physically stress we are..to reduce the stress we did some crazy stuff such as taking pictures..so here are the pictures..

work time~~~






makan time ~




play time~








crazy time~
















muka tak tido n tak mandi~




I used to call you my girl
I used to call you my friend
I used to call you the love
The love that I never had
When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again

I miss you like crazy
Even More than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of every day
Girl I'm so down when your love's not around
I miss you, miss you, miss you
I miss you like crazy

You are all that I want
You are all that I need
Can't you see how I feel
Can't you see that my pain's so real
When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again


im having terrible cough and ulcers..mesti byk dosa yg ak dah kumpul nie..

alhamdullillah exam is finally over and now i can start to relax a bit before entering another posting which is "PUBLIC HEALTH"

i just found out that one of my best friend is in a relationship, it's kind of a big news for me hehe and supprisingly i feel sad as i know that we wont be close anymore, haish pakcik pasni kurang lah kawan ak nk ngadu problems..nyway i also feel so HAPPY for him.

To Mr. S ;
weh ko jage gf ko bek2, layan die btl2 paham tak..wish u guys the best...


p/s : thnx for being my friend :)

just now, umi called again hehe to know whether ive been crying again or not..i love u so much mom...im okay now, not crying anymore sbb mata dah bengkak semacam, bgn2 pagi rase mcm kasim selamat, ha tu la sape suh ngs lagi, takpe2


~AJA AJA FIGHTING~

esok exam theory, tapi study tak bis lagi nie, amacam??

~rabbi yassir walatuassir ya karim~



Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Already gone, already gone, already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

"Ohana means family, family means nobody gets left behind. Or forgotten."

at this point of time i dont need anyone else besides my family..

dear parents;


tq so much for those soothing words..
~ to umi, thanks for the encouragement and listening to me crying like mad just now and sorry for making you feel worry and sad bout me n sorry for making you cry too..

~ to ayah, thanks for believing that i can make it through though im struggling my butt off.


(best parents award)