MY 'OUTER SPACE'

Hurm actually I was going to write the whole 1^st year grand reflection thing but I changed my mind after I read this one article from the person whom I really idolized his writing…last week my sister went for an interview at this one law firm which is situated near KLCC and guess what KABOOM she got it, YES she got the job..(And I was thinking to myself, how easy it is for her to get the job???REZKI kot)...my sister was excited as she is damn fed up with her now-soon not to be-BOSS. I also think it is good for her to move to Kay ell as my brother n I already there BUT my momma don’t think so, well its not that she objected but she feel SAD actually(alaa u know rite this whole mother-son-daughter worrieness, parents usually had hard time letting go of their children)..my mom cud not get to sleep after receiving the news which I think quite ‘overreacted’ but that’s the truth laaa, and as a result I'm the place where she poured all her worrieness(kire cam bantal utk ngs aa nie hehe, cume takde aa drastic sgt pun, biase aaa bincang2 kan)..n GUESS WAT after few days, my sister got a called from another auditing firm asking whether she is interested to go for an interview, FIUHHH damn lucky laa this girl, 2 kali interview dlm seminggu tue)…of coz laa my sis pun dah pening2 kepala nk wat choice laa whatever laa kan hurrmmmm lets just wait n pray for the best for her…but for my mom I think she should not worry too much as my sister is all grown up and its time for her to explore this world by herself and not to be pampered at home. I can understand how my mom feels, mesti aa sedih kan sunyi skit nanti umah (padahal takde kecoh mane pun), but it’s time laa for mom to let go the feelings for if we unable to let go, not only our lives become miserable, we make the ones we love miserable….try understand this nice poem entitled RELEASED by Kirsti A. Dyer :~

Tried to surround you

And protect you with my love,

To keep you safe from all harm,

But it was not what you needed.

I wanted to keep you for

myself, encircled, sheltered

Instead of allowing you to

grow and flourish,

spread your wings,

explore your potential.

I now realize I cannot contain you,

and that your happiness is best discovered

without me.

To let you go, knowing I must set you free,

This is the hardest task I

have ever done.

Fly away,

Fly high,

Fly free.

Go from my sight, quickly

and do not look back;

For if you do, you will see a

smile covering the broken heart.

But the tears of loss are

Slowly replaced with tears of joy

Knowing your happiness will soon follow.

May your wings take you to

magical places and all your

dreams be fulfilled.

Be happy in all you do

And may you find your true love.

That is what I have always wanted for you.