so i am the bad one huh???yes im not perfect..how many times do i have to tell u??or shall i sing the 'perfect song" imperfectly? perfecto!!!! i hate growing up(err have to join peter pan la kalau camtu).....

lari lari lari
aku tinggalkan semua ini
untuk mencari- cari
ketenangan diri....
pergi pergi pergi
engkau dari hidup ini
ku tak mahu mahu
engkau hadir dalam diri ini....
keluhan hati ku tak siapa yg tahu
ku simpan semua sebak di dada
biar ku yang terluka
pernahkah kau mengerti caraku memujukmu
pernahkah kau hargai caraku mencintaimu...
lafazkan kata dari bibir
adakah ianya dari hati?
mungkin kau tak fahami maksud yg tersembunyi
titisan air mata dari pipi ke bumi
pernahkah kau peduli dgn diriku ini?

*semalam hari penat ku so i want to declare hari penat sedunia..but its not gud to complain isnt it...yesterday was like fast n furious...drive like maddness in tokyo drift...tapi hepi dpt berjumpe ngn zubeq,faran n wanie..tq zubalqiah sbb blanje but still i want the hot gossip okay haha...tapi mlm skt perut sbb mkn terlalu pedas though he said it wasnt spicy...perutku sgt lemah,watever..1st time drive mlam n drive ke tepi laut...have to focus n ditemani my lovely co-driver, tetibe rase mcm nk berjalan tepi laut yg tercemar itu tapi the nite breeze sounds so romantic ngaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ape ak merepek nie....hati ku sgt sakit lagi sekarang..y ha?? yer laa hepatomegally maaaa(berbesar hati hehe) & liver serosis(aku tak minum alcohol pun tapi kan aish but smoking??)....(aiyak 2day result cvs kuar) sgt berdebar2(pulak)...

oh my god...ni sume usin(my cousin) punyer pasal,suh gua masuk page tak gune tue, ckp ramai family sndri belah arab..now im having fight with the so-called-arabic people..mmg aaa ak bukan arab pure..mntg2 aa gua arab celup, mak gua jer yg al-habshi pastu nak kutuk ak perasan arab, wat the hell mcm korng bagus sgt aaa, gua pun tk ingin maa status2 tue, kalo korng kenal aaa sape baba ak baru aa krg tau ak cucu sape... dah tentu ayah ak org melayu, dah tu tk puas hati plak..sedih seh camnie ker dgn sikap perkauman camner aa nak maju...mntg2 aa sape2 perempuan arab yg kawin bukan arab kene kutuk habis2an, dah tue karang kawin ngn sedara sndiri aa camtu...walaupun my mom srg jer yg tk kwn ngn arab so mndpt tentngan jugak dulu2 hehe bgs aaa seb baik jumpe ayah kalo tak mesti gua pening kepala nk cari mamat arab gak though they r tak dinafikan mmg gud looking....

randu : lu udah brapa hari ngak masuk kuliah?
gadis : terus?
randu :terus aku telepon,kirain kamu sakit
gadik : gua ngak apa2 kok, lagi malas ke kampus saja
randu : terus kemana tiap hari?
gadis : jalan2
randu : tiap hari sampai jam segini?sama rudi ya? sorry ak tadi ngak sngaja baca laptop kamu, ada tulisan rudi, rudi..
gadis : kamu ngapain baca tulisan gua? iya gua pergi sama rudi, emangnya kenapa? udah? itu aja? kamu blk aja deh sekarang..
randu : aku salah apa lagi sih dis? ketemu aku, kamu slalu sinis, marah...sapa sih rudi?kamu ngak adil tau dis, kamu ngak ada bedanya sama mantan kamu.
gadis : apa an sih? kamu ngak tau apa2 ttg gua randu..
randu : ya aku mungkin tak tau apa2 ttg lu tapi gua tau kamu ngak pernah pakai anting2 gaya ini dis..
gadis : bukan urusan lu, benci sama lu...

~sore throat + low grade fever ~
~my laptop is ROSAK..habis doc ku sumer sob sob sedih sedih, laptop nie pun cam tau tau je org nk exam, dengki laa tue taknak kasi org gune laptop..~
~gune laptop nana sementara die exam MSK~
~nana belikan strepsil yg merah agak pedas tapi tq so much~
~shashu, era, nana n midah sdg diskusi MSK sbb karang exm ospe diorng plk~
~ak sepatutnyer stdy CVS tapi errr no tapi tapi~

Tentang Dia - Melly Goeslaw feat Evan

Sehitam langit di angkasa
Yang mendung memurungkan bumi
Takutku ke masa yang lalu
Menorehkan luka dalam hati

Kekasih yakini cintaku
Disinilah cintaku berlabuh
Perjalanan mencari jawaban
Berakhir karam dihatimu

Cerita cinta anak remaja
Menggauli kidung kasih
Punahkah takut di hati
Terkutuklah bila kita berpisah
Selamanya harus bersama
Buktikan kita bahagia

Tentang dia tak perlu kau risau
Lagu cinta hanya untuk kita
Dan kini tidurku tersenyum
Oh gadis aku cinta padamu

Kekasih yakini cintaku
Disinilah cintaku berlabuh
Perjalanan mencari jawaban
Berakhir karam dihatimu

Cerita cinta anak remaja
Menggauli kidung kasih
Punahkah takut di hati
Terkutuklah bila kita berpisah
Selamanya harus bersama
Buktikan kita bahagia

Tentang dia jangan pernah terlupa
Biar menjadi cerita
Dibalik cerita kita

Tentang dia tak perlu kau risau
Lagu cinta hanya untuk kita
Dan kini tidurku tersenyum
Oh gadis aku cinta padamu
Oh gadis aku cinta padamu
*dont noe y but i really love cerita tentang dia..ader org ckp bosan tapi im luvin it..randu sgt sweet..n gadis sgt best~

sgt suke dgn tittle di atas ngeh ngeh...BRUCE WAYNE, im in love with u(fantasy jer ok)..he 's damn gorgeous not becoz he's handsome only, though that might contribute 90% hehe but his personality bak kate nana die cam cool, macho n releks jer haha sgt tak bleh blah sbb die dengki kat rachel sbb jeles rachel dah ader harvey, neway back to the beginning act last sunday shashu n i went to alamanda..merajuk ngn nana sbb die dating n reject i ajak die huh camni aa die skng bukan nk ngn kite lagi(bak kate era) hehe..kuning die bhav sembunyikan so die tido dah 2 mlm tnpe kuning die(bueks padan muka)..tapi sian gak tetibe bf die dtg attack ak habis...hurm nak malas aa nak comment pasal cter batman lebih2 sbb shashu my bro dah pun comment segala2nya di http://shashu-save-barney.blogspot.com cume byk tutup mata sbb aksi sadis joker..ngaaa takut...

1. Where were you at 3:02 AM this
morning?
** dream land..attack of the bee..ouch

2. What was the first thing you
thought this morning?
** arghh nape tak tejaga bler alarm dah bunyi?

3. Is the person you have a crush on
older or younger than you?
** depends haha..older la I guess

4. What did you do last night?
** sneak out

5. What do you hope to do this weekend?
** hurmm movie sounds gud but must stdy

6. Do you think you will be in a
relationship 3 months from now?
** yes I guess..relationSHIP with people around me….

7. What song are you listening to?
** here by me

opposite sex you loved them?
** ha? yea..so?and?

9. How’s your heart lately?
** not sure~ok I guess~

10. What were you doing at 7 a.m?
** wake up err subuh gajah

11. What were you doing this afternoon
at 12 p.m.?
** having lunch

13. What was the reason you last cried?
** erm... because a frenz punkd me

15. What was the last movie you saw?
** kungfu panda..funny la

16. How did you meet the 3rd person on
your top 6?
** who are in the top 6? ;p

17. How old is he/she?
** he??owh my dad is urmm 52 kot

18. Have you ever driven without a
license?
** nope

19. Have you ever talked to someone
when they were high?
** whoa.

20. How many red lights have you ran?
** none I guess

21. Have you ever cried while in the
shower?
** maybe..cant remember

25. Have you ever, in any way, been
betrayed by someone you trusted?
** YES

26. When was the last time you were
given roses?
** matrix from kp haha..love to receive flowers act..

27. Is there anything that you are
craving for right now?
** funny but none(br pas lunch laa)

28. Where did your last hug take place?
** before coming back to cyberjaya

29. Do people ever make stupid
mistakes when spelling or saying your
name?
**yeah

30. Do you drink tea?
** yep

32. When was the last time you saw a
cop?
** on the way to kl

33. Did you ride in someone else’s car
today?
** yup kete shazreen zuhaira a.k.a era a.k.a er er a.k.a cik ZUE haha

34. Do you wet the toothbrush before
the toothpaste?
** nope

35. Does someone like you?
** do u?

36. What do you like on your toast?
** butter n strawberry jem(yummy)

37. Where do you like to keep your
money?
** viss,summit,voir haha jk jk..purse

38. Do you watch the news daily?
** nope sad rite??

39. Do you have over 150 friendster
friends?
** maybe?

40. Do you like to press the coin
return button on everything for free
money?
** wat??

41. How do you want to get married?
** aha.hurmm as simple as it can be.

42. What day of the week will your
birthday fall on this year?
** it was.... sat.

43. Are you wearing socks?
** nope.

44. Would you ever dye your hair
blonde?
**red can huh?

45. Did you wear clipon/stickon
earrings as a child?
** yup love it hehe

46. Have you ever seen “Walk the Line”?
*not sure

47. Do you still get easter baskets?
** nope

48. When was the last time it snowed?
** Malaysia??snow??

49. Are puddles the best part about
rain?
** serious no.

50. What’s the coolest pink thing to
you?
** rite now can only think about pink panter

51. Do you have plans for tonight?
** sleeping

52. Are you wearing anything you
borrowed from someone?
**err nope.

53. What is your activity for today?
** lepak di cucms..

54. Are you having a great time?
** urmm not really laa coz im damn sleepy ngaaaa…

~im listening to lagu 'bila april', dunt noe y but im melting listening to this song, its like the singer is singing to me(oh my GOD)..~
~tadi kuar bersama yana,saifa n chikin n yana nyer classmate...agak segan di situ kerana saya tidak mengenali mereka2 tersebut(kwn2 yana bdk2 UTM) cam nak gosip2 pun agak kekok..mule2 cter die camni, janji ngn diorng nak jumpe kat jusco tapi tetibe my phone berbunyi ring ring ring, ku angkat, ku tanya siapa..rupe2nyer saifa ckp 'ada org kaya baru' nak pickup kat DPN jusco n i was ok ok then time dah turun escalator(how to spell???) tetibe teringt nak bli bende important tue so cam call saifa n the gang ckp kejap2 hehe nk bli sumting...then naik kete yana nak gi restoran pak ali(msg my mom, then die ckp tutup aa jumaat) last2 gi restoran ape ntah tue mkn aaa soto(sedih2 baru nak mkn pizza hut tapi takpe aaa sbb bdk2 nie br blk kelas nk mkn nasi)...

saifa : aliah mkn kurus n tinggi
aliah(this is mieself) : erk maner ader..
chikin : ko ni kurus jerk
aliah : lersss ape plak, mcm diri die tak kurus laa tue haha
*chikin tak puas hati so ukur tangan sape lgi besar haha...
member yana : tinggi nyer kau
mie : smile only

*haritu plak this kakak ckp "tinggi nyer awk n kurus nyer awak...bdn melengkung(wat the Hell???) tak cukup mkn ker???(mesti bapak ak marah gler ckp tak bg anak die makan,sorry ayah they put the blame on u)

ARGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH can u guys STOP saying im TOO TALL to be a human being??????????i feel like i came from outerspace or sumthing, im TALL 175cm so wat???wat if i said this to u.."u r tooooo short or toooo fat"????it wont be nice isnt it????n plezzzz stop staring at me like im a statue of liberty or sumthing....(sorry terEMO skjp..bukan ker kte sepatutnyer bersyukur dgn ape yg kte ade n stop comparing with other people??sighhh)

ouch...aduh..kene karen oleh cpu pc yg sgt jahat...

~saya nak jawab soalan tue(wat laa i was thinkg dat time)~
~daddy's gurl~
~ni burfday yg ke 2 taun(celebrate kat indon tue bersama tante2, ibu2 n kakek2)~
~i like this pic, dunt noe y(hurm he's very protective)~
~comel jer abg ku itu~


~tetibe teringat kembali zaman2 duk kat indon dulu, but seriously tak ingt sgt pun, org2 pun i cant rmmbr much but i still rmmbr our tukang kebun, lelek samin..he taught us how to smoke hehehe but gune kertas jer laaaa..i like him but cant rmmbr y(y ha??) n i use to petik terung muda kat kebun(yg colour hijau tue), they said i love to eat it patut aa gastrik(padahal takde kaitan)..one day cam nak gi blk rumah dulu tue...~





yesterday i went back to cyber n as usual naik laa bus hurmm bus ape ek??(lupe seketika)..haaa(teringt kembali) naik bus trans kot(tak sure plak).. i think im one of the people who contribute a lot in their business laa coz slalu jer naik bus...then naik naik terus duduk blakang driver kan(seat no 3) n guess wat abg driver tue HENSEM(betul serious tak tipu)..cam agak terkejut sbb tak pernah jumpe driver bus yg hensem(sorry guys dont mean to offend ere) haha..astagfirullahalazim(aliah, sila jaga pandangan)...pastu co-driver die lak aderlah seorng pakcik yg abg hensem tue panggil WAK..die agak emo skit..tapi alhamdullillah selamat smpai..thnk you guys(to abg hensem n WAK) sbb memandu dgn begitu berhemah di jln raya. HA b4 i forgt saturday was my 20th burfday(bkn promote diri sndri kay) n thanx to :







1)family laa of coz

2)anak pkcik hashim yg call mlm2

3)zubeq sbgai org pertama(huhu terharu)

4)saifa n rakan2 taman u

5)M11(era,nana,parvin,midot,shashu n bhav)

6)shashu lagi sbb bagi gua sajak(akan ku simpan hehe)

7)ami atan n the geng(suka hadiah 3 in 1 tue,im luvin it)

8)umi lon(wow the precious locket tue sgt cam takut utk menerimanyer)...tapi still mahukan hadiah fr ur son hehe(bekla saya mahu hadiah)

9)alienlitis

10)n to those yg gua tak sebut kat sini..

(comey kan hehe..from aiman)





alkisahnyer 2 of my BFF tak wish n i was a bit hurt(padahal takyah laa kan spttnyer) tapi ntah tak tau nape cam sedih tapi kene laa HUSNUZON(bersangka baik)..mungkin diorng lupe kot hurmmmmmmmm.............



wah tgn ku sudah beku di lab com ini..nak gi mkn laa tapi srg2 plak..hurm......k salam..

congrats to myself sbb berjaya travel srg2(padahal gi pudu jer), so nana n shashu takyah aa gi amik(naik bus gak) in case i sesat or watsoever...tak bleh blah nyer reaction time terserempak ngn aiman kat ERL so bual2 jap ngn die n naik erl pun sesame.

mie : sdg duduk tetibe cam nk pandang blakang n tetibe lgi ternampak Aiman n biase aa gua kalau jumpe org mmg bagi reaksi yg TERover hehe...
Him : kenapekah reaksi camtu sekali
mie : (gua cover)terkejut aaa..
Him : ulng-alik ker?
mie : tak aa nk blk jb
Him : nape?
mie : enggak ada kelas
Him : tket kul bape?
mie : tak bli lg
Him : fuiyoo gamble tue
mie : smile only, eh nmpak shamiera tak?
him : die kat cucms lg. janji ker ngn die?
mie : a'a tapi die kate kalau die lmbt blk dulu, td ktrg gi hsptl..
him : yeah i noe..bestnyer module CVS
mie : yup yup hehe siap ader field trip maaa

~tetibe cam kluar tajuk jap ea...act nak ckp yg lately ramai kwn2 yg gi mengerjakan umrah di tanah suci..i really want to go there to insyaallah one day..mesti best~

~dont worry..nuthing special is going to happen..macam biase laa so dont get excited n control ur hormone~