MY 'OUTER SPACE'

coming to the end of semester..so many things to do..may not update the blog in the meantime..so later..

situation 1~

pbl session,5 pm, waiting 4 Puan Anis...

Era : aliah, msg Puan Anis tanyer die dpt tak msg b4 nie
Mie : jap ea, eh die ader kasi msg laa..(opening msg)
Bhav : dont tell me she wants to do at 6 pm
Mie : okay guys, pbl wat esok
They : WAT?????
Bhav : aliah, u noe rite u r such a bad liar
Mie : hehehe

comment ~ i think that's the sweetest sentence anyone ever tell me yesterday

situation 2 ~

cant remmbr when but time dgr lagu Mila

Mie : tak best aaa nana lagu nie
Nana : best laa, dwld kan, lirik die best
Mie : "dalam cinta perlu pasrah"??ape tu cam dalam citer sembilu or pasrah sumer tu ker haha
Nana : maksudnyer kene la pasrah, maybe kalau berubah hati ker, well nything can happen kan..
Mie : baik cikgu

comment ~ (makes me wonder hurmmmm)

situation 3 ~

chatting n listening to song

Mie : eh lagu leavin nie jahat aaa
Him : pahal plak ko ckp camtu??
Mie : ntah ak rase cam teruk jer lirik die
Him : meaning?
Mie : yek aaa, die suh org breakup so he can be with that gurl
Him : dah tajuk pun leavin, ko ni pun..jgn influence by song

Comment ~ thinking, wat if song can influence other people?????????

situation 4~one evening, dpn almari..

Mie : nak pakai baju ape ha esok??hurmmm, aduh leceh aa nak pilih baju, tak tau dah nak pakai ape, malas betul..
Era : ha bagus la tu, takyah pakai pape
Mie : astagfirullahalazim(ish ish)
Zue : zue pakai t-shirt jerk, esok bkn nyer kelas betul2
Mie : t-shirt??selamber jer
Zue : leks laaa, kan informal
Mie : tapi....
Era : (malas nk layan, teruskan tgk cter)
Mie : ha pakai baju nie, kan senang tak yah gosok, hehe bagus2..(grab the butterfly dress)

Location ~ hometown
time ~7.07 am(early in the morning)

yesterday :

• narnia, the prince caspian(king peter is damn gorgeous while prince caspin is baby face like look but cute)
• Af(nubhan song is very nice, wish have the notes)
• sirloin steak yg agak HAAAA????
• must rmmbr nak bli ink printer
  

~arghh nape laa test td sgt SAKIT urghhh prof jaya nyer soklan okay laa(1-10) tpi start soklan 11 jer dah macam WAT THE hell, warghh mmg prof nasa btl2 amik dari buku tapi mane laa nak bce, sedih tol huhu, dah laa krg tdo erghhh...tapi bersangka baik jer laa, mayber prof nak naik kan standrd soklan sbb nanti takde laa org ckp CUCMS low stndrd, bleh join venture ngn oxford laaa, WATEVER~p/s yerklaaa sape ntah ckp prof jaya jerk yg wat soklan, hmpeh tol~

~nape laa ngn gastric jus ku ini?~

~thnx Dr Hamidah 4 the ferrerro rocher~

~time reflexion :

Dr Hamidah : so ape isu kte hari nie?
Sum1 : ha pasal Dr M kuar umno
SUm1 : zue wats ur opinion??
zue : i think bla bla bla(dgn smagtnyer die ckp smpai sume gelak, well the next org politik la nie hehe..seriously i wasnt really payng attntn to wat she said)
Bhav : dr hamidah, y dont u ask parvin...(sweet face)
Dr Hmdah : ok then..
Parvin : dr hamidah, seriously i wasnt fllwng any politic isu or watsoever, bhav just want to kenekan me(gua kat sebelh dh ckp, parvin just say laa anything..tapi sume dah gelak2 so shashu backup parvin, parvin safe)

then out of the blue moon, tetibe ckp pasal kursus kawn n 'the that thing', i was like "have we ulngi semula ape yg berlaku time kursus tu, OMG mntg2 laa sume gurls..WATEVER...then Dr hamidah stat laa ckp lelaki yg kawin 2,3,4 or poligami n said wat r the men think...I was so not in the mood to say anything just dgr jer laa mlas aaaa....shashu ckp "abg, saye relakan"(tk bleh belah haha sbb tetibe jer die ckp)...dulu rasenyer sum1 ask me kalau bermadu nk jd isteri no brape??? then a'a laa asal I never aswer pun soklan tu ha??(brape a????kalau yg plg muda mesti disygi tp yg 1st dikasihi betul tak???ye jerk, alaaaa malas aaa pikir bende2 nie, sakit otak jerk..eee ape pikir pasal kawin nie, blaja ternget nget lagi haha(bahasa apekah ini)..

~akhir skali DR hamidah conclude kan yg LOVE IS BLIND..abis cter..~

fiuhhh alhamdullillah selamat sampai umah, well actually i just came back from the shop kat depan but the truth is i never go there ALONE because i am AFRAID, yeah mmg saye seorng PENAKUT well nak wat camner kan..but tadi cam agak desperate utk mendiamkan symphony in the stomach so tepon abg, harapan laaa coz die still berada dalam alam mimpi..so tawakal jer laa, biler lg nak independent kan..tak tau laa tahap kelajuan tadi brape mmg gune gear 5 kot sbb era cakap "aik terbang ker" hehe...well bukan laa ape tapi sbb ramai org asing kat sini n kan skrng ni dunia dah tak bleh dipercayai lagi,camner tetibe ader org follow me from behind n kidnapped me??? then kene bom, HOW???? oh my god that's me always think yg sgt tak logik, but hey anything can happen rite tapi okay laa tadi cume agak penat tu yg hyperventilate nie fuh shortness of breath..but hurm i was thinking that it wud be better if i have CAR hehe so umi n ayah hehe when????

i dont know why but suddenly this whole "af" thing came to me like mad errr takde laa smpai camtu skali cume cam tetibe terLIKE plak kat Nubhan, well i think his performance quite gud u noe, that's y laa..jarang act utk meminati artis malay nie well except for taufik batisah(s'pore idol n teman anugerahku nyer actors) hehe...Nubhan dpt masuk final, YEAY..but i never even vote for him laa, so salleh cdgn ko utk srh gi bli tiket final af tu cam tak logik di situ haha...quite sad act tk dpt tgk smlm but thanx to all my informers :

1. zubeq
2. salleh
3. era
4. bekla n afiq(although korng tipu kakak, hampeh tol)

venue : cucms
date : 17/5-18/6/08

aisyah was asking in her car after the kursus "so sape nak kawin dulu ni?? haha shashu ckp midot dulu haha"...guess wat just finish the kursus praperkahwinan td..now what?? YEAY BERJAYA, err now what dah leh kahwin ker???wat?? r u sure, umur setahun jagung, study tak abis lagi, keadaan ekonomi yg tk stabil, ilmu di dada tak lengkap n wat about the calon ha???? fuh cuak tu pikir kan camner laa org leh kahwin awal ek, well dah jodoh tak ke mane kan kan..tapi for me i think aiya tunggu laa pas housemanship ker(kalau ader jodoh la,insyaallah) or haha along n abg dulu lorrrs..it makes me wonder hurm kak mie bler nak kawin nie(opsss heheehe kak mie, aliah nk jadi flower gurl okay kalau kak mie kawin)...

actuallykan mmg lame gler nak pikir nk gi ker tak kursus tu, hampir sume org yg ditnyer nak gi ker tak sbb slalunyer lah when people go to the kursus it means they are ready to get married, well that's the objective laa kot..tapi orang dulu2 mne ader kursus2 nie..so mcm at last mmg dah confirm laa nk gi sbb zue pergi but zue plak blk jay bee, nak tk nk pergi jer laa ngn midot n shashu..i dont noe y but im act quite sad u noe to go to the kursus(serious) tapi ku kuatkan jugak hati ini untuk pergi atas niat utk menimba ilmu..then so far okay laa kursus tu, byk gak laa inputnyer n byk gak laa yg erghhh tak nk tak nak(sape2 yg gi tu tau laa) hehe n ngntuk pun adr gak actually...tapi mainly byk kan bler die kasi ceramah i was refering to umi n ayah laa...coz nk pikir utk diri sndiri cam agak pelik di disitu yer saudara saudari sekalian...HA zubeq tanye "any hot stuff??" n i said "hensem zue, bdk2 overC lagi tu zue(zue cam dah agak menyesal tk gi bler dgr statement tersebut haha)..tapi err diorng couple senior laaa(maybe zue said alaaaa hehe)"..
SUSAH tau nak kahwin nie haha cam berpengalaman jerk, takdek laa utk org yg bersedia bleh laa, tapi ustaz tu kate rugi tk kahwin awal hurrmmmm" n then ustaz lain plak ckp nk kawin kene tau masak, camni cari chef laa senang(jaht gler). Tapi paling suka statement ustaz yg sorng nie, die ckp ade 4 ring dlm proses perkahwinan nie..

1. hp RING(time nie slalu laa call sume)
2. engagement RING(rugi kalau tak tunang dulu, nanti tak dpt RING, so jgn kwin dulu, tunang dulu hehe well not trying to be materialistik okay)
3. wedding RING(diamond hehe)
4. suffeRING(time dah kawin, bler dh tau perangai masing2)

~nice jokes laa~but pikir2 balik kan wat if i wont be a gud spouse, maybe b4 kawin cam sume nampak indah jer kan btol tal?? thn after kawin opssssss hurmm, so how?? i guess i think it later laa "cross the bridge when i come to the bridge" hehe..wasalam

~nie era nga wat kat bhav tapi dua kali cucuk tak dpt, last2 ali yg wat..act ali n era nk gambar bersama tapi sbb kan nak pujuk bhav so smpat amik tgn ali jer tu..sory la yerk..era jgn GEDS yerk hahah~

While I’m writing this, I really wish I’d bring along my laptop but unfortunately it’s no use really to bring it too as the battery can only last as long as u say ‘BANANA’. Act I’m on my way back to sweet Cyberia to “meneruskan perjuangan” as a medical student. One more thing that I regretted is not having any camera with me rite now as the view along the way is so beautiful (no kidding, SUBAHANALLAH). But no worries, I already captured it with my eyes and stored it in my heart, eyes should be the best camera ever if u know how to use it well.



~Kasih ibu membawa ke syurga~



Yeah, I feel quite sad actually to think about what I’ve done these past two days. I mean the way I acted and how I probably hurt my Momma feeling. Seriously I was so tensed up yesterday, I don’t know y, maybe due to PMS n all that(it’s just another reason for a stupid behavior rite). Do forgive me for my stupid behavior but I guess that’s who I am. Hurmm got to muhasabah diri much more.

~like mother, like daughter~

Act I was going to talk about a mother’s day(fuiyoo cam intro nak presentation class Miss Ambika jerk).. Today is officially a mother’s day but as usual mom reminds us not to celebrate it as all of us should always be thankful to your mother each and everyday. So being a follower hehe I never even bother to object her point of view. But later on when I started to grow up and have my own perception, I think I should point it out so I can share with everyone else. It doesn’t mean that you have to agree with my opinion, just take it as another person side of story, after all, we live in a democratic country aren’t we…. Okay it’s true when they say a mother’s love should be remembered each and everyday but hey, don’t you guys realize something.? As we grow older, we start to have our own responsibility and work to think can taken care of, that sometimes we forgot about our family or mother’s existence(now I started to sound too dramatic). What i'm trying to say is that we keep on forgetting to thank them, say how much we care bout them and ect ect bla bla. So by having a specific day to remind us about our mother’s love and it should mean a world to every momma out there rite?? It’s the time where we get to express our feeling and share the love and not to mention, apologize for whatever wrong doing we’ve done.(it’s the time to say, mom I love u so much but I broke your vase or something hehe)..



So umi, although u said do not celebrate it, I don’t give a damn hehe.. I just want to wish you A VERY HEPI MOTHER”S DAY n I LOVE U SO MUCH(not the 1st person to wish coz bekla already wished u 1st), I don’t think I can go through my days in this hell of a field hehe (tak laa hell sgt cume agak tensyen kdg2) without u being my vertebral column(back bone) and keep me moving on. and to UMI LON also..

Artist:
Billy Ray Cyrus
Album:
Home at Last
Title:
Ready, Set, Don't Go

She's gotta do what she's gotta do

And I've gotta like it or not

She's got dreams too big for this town

And she needs to give 'em a shot

Whatever they are

Looks like she's all ready to leave

Nothing left to pack

There ain't no room for me in that car

Even if she asked me to tag along

God I gotta be strong

She's at the startin' line of the rest of her life

As ready as she's ever been

Got the hunger and the stars in her eyes

The prize is hers to win

She's waitin' on my blessings before she hits that

open road

Baby get ready

Get set

Don't go

She says things are fallen into place

Feels like they're fallen apart

I painted this big ol' smile on my face

To hide my broken heart

If only she knew

This is where I don't say what I want so bad to say

This is where I want to but I won't get in the way

Of her and her dreams

And spreadin' her wings

She's at the startin' line of the rest of her life

As ready as she's ever been

Got the hunger and the stars in her eyes

The prize is hers to win

She's waitin' on my blessings before she hits that

open road

Baby get ready

Get set

Don't go

She's at the startin' line of the rest of her life

As ready as she's ever been

Got the hunger and the stars in her eyes

The prize is hers to win

She's waitin' on my blessings before she hits that

open road

Baby get ready

Get set

Please don't go

Don't go

Don't go

She's gotta do what she's gotta do

She's gotta do what she's gotta do