While I’m writing this, I really wish I’d bring along my laptop but unfortunately it’s no use really to bring it too as the battery can only last as long as u say ‘BANANA’. Act I’m on my way back to sweet Cyberia to “meneruskan perjuangan” as a medical student. One more thing that I regretted is not having any camera with me rite now as the view along the way is so beautiful (no kidding, SUBAHANALLAH). But no worries, I already captured it with my eyes and stored it in my heart, eyes should be the best camera ever if u know how to use it well.



~Kasih ibu membawa ke syurga~



Yeah, I feel quite sad actually to think about what I’ve done these past two days. I mean the way I acted and how I probably hurt my Momma feeling. Seriously I was so tensed up yesterday, I don’t know y, maybe due to PMS n all that(it’s just another reason for a stupid behavior rite). Do forgive me for my stupid behavior but I guess that’s who I am. Hurmm got to muhasabah diri much more.



~like mother, like daughter~

Act I was going to talk about a mother’s day(fuiyoo cam intro nak presentation class Miss Ambika jerk).. Today is officially a mother’s day but as usual mom reminds us not to celebrate it as all of us should always be thankful to your mother each and everyday. So being a follower hehe I never even bother to object her point of view. But later on when I started to grow up and have my own perception, I think I should point it out so I can share with everyone else. It doesn’t mean that you have to agree with my opinion, just take it as another person side of story, after all, we live in a democratic country aren’t we…. Okay it’s true when they say a mother’s love should be remembered each and everyday but hey, don’t you guys realize something.? As we grow older, we start to have our own responsibility and work to think can taken care of, that sometimes we forgot about our family or mother’s existence(now I started to sound too dramatic). What i'm trying to say is that we keep on forgetting to thank them, say how much we care bout them and ect ect bla bla. So by having a specific day to remind us about our mother’s love and it should mean a world to every momma out there rite?? It’s the time where we get to express our feeling and share the love and not to mention, apologize for whatever wrong doing we’ve done.(it’s the time to say, mom I love u so much but I broke your vase or something hehe)..



So umi, although u said do not celebrate it, I don’t give a damn hehe.. I just want to wish you A VERY HEPI MOTHER”S DAY n I LOVE U SO MUCH(not the 1st person to wish coz bekla already wished u 1st), I don’t think I can go through my days in this hell of a field hehe (tak laa hell sgt cume agak tensyen kdg2) without u being my vertebral column(back bone) and keep me moving on. and to UMI LON also..




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