MY 'OUTER SPACE'

1^st- Real love is patience and compassion, compromise and healing. It’s forgiving, forgiving and forgiving.

2^nd- Love is when the desire to be desired takes you so badly that you feel you could die of it

3^rd- Although I have lamp and fire, stars, moon and sun to give me light, unless I look into your eyes, all is dark night.

4^th- happiness comes from loving rather than being loved, and often when our affection seems wounded it is only our vanity bleeding. To love and to be hurt often, and to love again…this is the brave and happy life.

5^th- love begins when a person feels another person’s need to be as important as his own

6th- even when we're far apart, you're always in my heart

7th- in the arithmetic of love, one plus one equals everything and two minus one equals to nothing

8th- to love someone is to be able to see not only with your eyes but with your heart

9th- we feel love as we feel the warmth of the blood, we breathe it as we breathe the air, we carry it in ourselves as we carry our thoughts

10th- to love someone is to be the only one to see a miracle invisible to others

11th- love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get only what you are expecting to give which is everything

12th- how do i love thee? let me count the ways. i love thee to the depth and treadth and height my soul can reach

13th- love feels no burden, thinks nothing of trouble, attempts what is above its strength, pleads no excuse of impossibility

14th- i know i love you because everytime i look into your eyes i see infinite happiness and serenity

15th- have enough courage to trust love on more time..and always one more time

16th- happiness is someone to love, something to do and something to hope for

17th- maybe it's luck, maybe it's destiny..all i know is that your love is the best thingthat ever happened to me

18th- let us always tell each other our slightest griefs, our smallest joys..these confidences, this exquisite intimacy, are both the right and the duty of LOVE

19th- the world is not a pleasant place to be without someone to hold and be held by

20th- by ur side each day and night is where i want to be, sharing every hope and dream for all eternity

21st- we empowered by sharing our deepest self with another person, offering him or her our soul, our life..

22nd- to love and to be loved is to feel the sun from both sides

23rd- everyday i fall more in love with you

24th- true love is knowing a person's faults, and loving them even more for them

25th- when u came into my life,the sky suddenly seemed bluer, the sun seemed brighter, and it felt like spring all the time

26th-love is of all the passions the strongest, for it attacks simultaneously the head, the heart and the sense

27th- being with you is simply the best way for me to spend my life, i love you today...and all of my tomorrows

28th- there's nothing more wonderful in the world than you get from sharing and there's no greater happiness than the warmth you get from loving you

29th- i dont need the world and all it's comfort-just you by my side to love

30th- i love you more than yesterday, less than tomorrow

31th- i love you for your dreams and determination. I love you for yoursmile and your warmth. I love you for everything you are

32th- love is something eternal-The aspect may change but not the essence

33th-love isn't love till you give it away

34th-you light up every little corner of my life

35th- to love means to communicate to the other that you are all for him, that you will never fail him or let him down when he needs you but that you will always be standing by

36th-you have intensified all colours, heightened all beauty, depend all delight, I love you more than life, my beauty, my wonder

37th- life is a flower of which love is the honey

38th-i love you the more in that i believe you have liked me for my own sake and for nothing else

39th-you..are something to me between dream and miracle

40th- when we find someone who is brave, fun and loving, we have to thank to universe

41th-the story of love is not important. What is important is that one is capable of love. It is perhaps the only glimpse we are permitted of eternity

42th-stay beside me always, love me with all that's within you and all that you do. Im in this forever, and i'll leave you never

43th-"there's no hand i'd rather hold, no one i'd rather share my dreams with, no one who can hold my heart as tenderly as you" you are my true lover

44th-love fears all things, believes all things, hope all things, endures all things..love never ends

45th- when you feel pain, i feel pain. When you feel joy, i feel joy. and when i think how strongly we feel in touch with each other, i realize we were meant to be together

46th-love may not make the world go around but i must admit that it makes the ride worthwhile

47th- make me know impossible things..how the air feels upon your face, the weight of a rose in the palm of your hand. i will try to understand

48. the supreme happiness of life is the conviction of being loved for yourself, or more correctly, being loved in spite of yourself

49. the quarrels of lovers are like summer showers leave the country more verdant and beautiful

50. the supreme happiness of life is the conviction of being loved for yourself, or more correctly, being loved in spite of yourself

51. to the world u may be one person, but to me u r the world

52. the last of your kisses was ever the sweetest, the last smile the brightest

53. if you find it in your heart to care for someone else, you will have succeeded

54. when someone cares, it is easier to speak, it is easier to listen, it is easier to play, it is easier to work. When someone cares, it is easier to laugh.

55. a small dwelling in the wild meadow will be enough if you are there with me

56. you can give without loving, but you cannot love without giving

57. grow old along with me, the best is yet to be

58. i started loving you before i knew even half the reasons why i should-imagine how much i'm loving you now

59. i'll never break your heart, but if i do, i'll break mine too

60. love consists in this, that two solitudes protect and touch and greet each other

cst group 9
members : bhavani, era, zubeq, zubir, nana, ishani, aliah, adris, jud, zawir, parvin, shashu.
facilitator : Dr. Akmal
time : 5-7 p.m
rate : 9/10

s1 : greet the patient and introduce yourself..(my name is..... n may i know your name please? what brings you here today?)
q1 : when is your last menstrual period?
q2 : when do u get ur menarche?
q3 : what is the duration of your menstrual cycle?
q4 : how long is the duration of your period?
q5 : amount of blood loss??(how many pads per day? fully soak or half soak?)
q6 : do u have any vaginal bleeding in between ur cycle?
q7 : do u experience any pain during menses?(dysmenorrhea)

s2 : ok,i would like to ask quite personal and sensitive questions regarding your sexual life(skillful approach, make the patient feel comfortable n start with light questions)
q1 : are you married?
q2 : how many children you have?
q3 : do you feel any pain during sexual intercourse?( inclusive post coital bleeding)
q4 : any vaginal discharge?
q5 : ask about previous medical problem during pregnancy/breastfeed/neonatal jaundice
q6 : r u trying to conceive?(use of contraceptive devices n pills)
q7 : any medications?
q8 : any past history?q9 : sosial history( do u smoke? do u drink?)
q9 : systemic review

s3 : finally summarize your findings to the patient.


CASE 2(vaginal examination counseling)

me : assalamualaikum, my name is Aliah n i would do the vaginal examination today. May i know your name please?
era : erm my name is Nana(laughter)
me : okay mrs nana, i would 1st explain to you the procedure of the vaginal examination, n if you have any questions, you can just ask me okay.
era aka mrs nana : okay
me : 1st thing that i will do is by inserting a speculum, a device use to open your vagina and cervix for inspection.
era aka mrs nana : it is going to be painful???
me : well it wont be any pain but there will be a slight discomfort to you but you can stop me at anytime if you feel uncomfortable, okay?
mrs nana : okay
me : 2nd procedure is pap smear.

interuption~
Dr Akmal : mrs nana, do you know what is pap smear??
mrs nana : err no
Dr Akmal : so y dont u ask the doctor??
mrs nana : owh ok.
Dr akmal : Aliah, i cant hear your voice clearly
me: owh ok ok(raising my voice)

cont~
me : A Pap smear (also known as the Pap test) is a medical procedure in which a sample of cells from a woman's cervix (the end of the uterus that extends into the vagina) is collected and spread (smeared) on a microscope slide. The cells are examined under a microscope in order to look for pre-malignant (before-cancer) or malignant (cancer ) changes.
mrs nana : is it going to take a long time?
me : no..A Pap smear is a simple, quick, and relatively painless screening test.
mrs nana : okay
me : 3rd is the digital bimanual examination. it is done to check any abnormality in the pelvic organ such as uterus and ovary. im going to insert my fingers to palpate your pelvic organ.
mrs nana : is there going to be an infection?
me : it wont as i will be using a glove and practice hygiene. so i think that's all. thank you
(fuh lega)

it was an enjoyable session. Dr Akmal pun sporting n siap puji lagi : i wonder y this group mcm tak malu2 utk tanye the sexual history, because the previous group mcm ade barrier.(kami : hehe)..korng dah prepare ke???(kami : nooooo)..gud gud..mcm mane nk make the patient feel comfortable during the private part examination?? kene bercakap or berbual dgn patient utk distract die so she wont feel shy..(kami : oooo)

parvin : how can you remember all the steps n everything??
Dr Akmal : 1st is practice, 2nd is practice and 3rd is practice(smile)

aduhai malas nyer rase harini, tak tau nape, nk gi klaz tadi pun hehe mls gak sbb ader PBL jer..ktrg(ak, nana n zue) naik teksi gi cucms sbb isha tak blk lg so smpai2 dpn main camp jer...

abg mizi : fuiyoo naik teksi tue
kami : gelak jer aaa

hari ni PBL agak slow skit, otak tak leh nak pikir sgt n bhav n parvin absent due to deepavali but ape2 pun best sbb dpt prof asmadi n the topic pun agak baru bagi kami iaitu painful coitus + infertility + dysmenorrhea..

prof asmadi : act ape prob org nie???
org 1 : painful coitus
org 2 : dysmenorrhea
org 3 : pain on the left iliac fossa radiating to the left loin
prof asmadi : 2 jer??
kami : err think so
prof asmadi : do u think its normal for a couple who have been married for 3 years for not having any children???
kami : err tak tak
prof asmadi : so what we call that??
org 4 : mandul ker
prof asmadi : yeah, but what we call that in a scientific name?
kami : blurrrrrr..ntah laaa, ape ek??
prof asmadi : pernah dgr infertility??
kami : owhhhhh infertile..betul betul ( aduh asal la kami nie slow sgt harini n kenape laa ak tk bace b4 masuk pbl nie aish)

isha : haish patient nie kesian betul, mcm2 die ader, dah la ader dua cysts, then pain during intercourse, pastu takde anak, pastu sakit at the left iliac fossa..perghh byk tue die sakit, sian betul..but im not sure what's the underlying cause.

HEPI BURFDAY TO THESE OCTOBER BABIES:

1)shashu a.k.a bro(16/10/87)
2)alien(19/10/87)
3)ishani(19/10/87)

dgn ucapan :~

1)selamat meninggalkan zaman '20'an korng
2)21 means dah masuk adulthood yer n dah byk tnggngjwb n dh bleh undi so "undi la saya"
3)may Allah SWT bless u guys always..
4)may u guys have whatever u guys wish for..

hari ni gi alamanda lagi, sorang2 lagi, naik bus lagi, sedih lagi, shopping lagi but hati sgt la sayu sampai bleh nangis dlm bus(ntah kenape ntah) tapi dlm hati jer la hehe....maybe sebab...

1) sian tgk bdk2 SAS yg outing, sume nampak muke innocent n ....
2)badan tak sihat, masuk alamanda, trus nak cari sweater sbb menggigil teramat
3)tak dpt blk jb
4)rindu rumah
5)adik yg tk matang
6)ngntuk jer
7)sesat kat alamanda, tk jumpe pintu keluar huhu
8)tak tau nak pilih seluar n baju tnpa umi, size pun tk ingt
9)makan sorang2 tp ditemani bdk2 SAS yg cute lg kelakar
10)jeles sgt tgk family org
11)org ckp ak tinggi sgt
12)naik teksi kene tipu, mahal gler(redha jer la...tapi pesanan pd makcik teksi tu=nanti sok sok jwb la ngn Allah ea..)
13)sbb kl tk mcm jb
14)sbb rase nak marah jer
15)ntah laaaa, dah nak sedih nak wat camner...

perkara yg agak best di alamanda :
1)shopping
2)makan
3)jumpe junior ku dulu, iman(bual2 jap ngn die)
4)tgk kanak2 yg comel hepi jer
5)kakak kfc yg sgt peramah
6)org yg layan ak kat nicole

wah chronic nie, nisbah saddness lg byk dr hepiness (15:6)


"Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, sesungguhnya ak berlindung darimu dari sebarang kesedihan dan kesusahan..amin"

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~CUCMS~wah tema la bajuku(semangat kecucmsan)~

~lakonan semata-mata~
~beqsy yg sexy, bro yg comel, ak yg cucms, er er yg red, nana yg malu2, midah rox~
~kami lagi(gler posing btl)~
~seee now i can draw it haha, era mengexplain~
~era pening nak pillih mane satu but she made up her mind by chosing ali over faiz, although baju same colour ngn faiz~~perut dh penuh, balik la~

seriously, what's so interesting in reproductive system?? hurm now i noe y are they so excited about it, but for me!!!!!!!

prof : Aliah..
aku la nie : gulp, please make it an easy one, please please(monolog dalaman jer la)
prof : the ventral and dorsal surface of the penis faces????
diriku lagi : shoot, takde answer, sape la yg jwb soalan nie, mmg nak kene btl(monolog dalaman)..pandang kanan(seb baik ader mimi)..mimi2 ape group korng answer??
mimi : bla bla bla

then ak pun jwb la ngn tk confident langsung ape jwpn yg mimi bg tue..then...

Prof : ape die?
Aku : jwb benda yg same..

Prof plak cam tk yakin jer ngn jawapan ku itu, so he start drawing in front pastu tetibe..

Prof : aliah come in front n draw the penis..
Aku : mati laa tk tau(ckp dlm hati)..smbil mengeleng2 kepala...
Prof : ok tak payah lukis but hold this model(male genital organ nyer model) n show me which is the ventral and which is the dorsum
aku : (tgn dh terketar-ketar nie)
Prof : tunjuk la cepat, berdiri so every one can see..(dgn spontan nyer die ckp) "takyah la takut2 tue bukan the real penis pun(senyum)

*berderai ketawa dari satu kelas including my groupmates(gler2 aa diorng gelak cam nak pecah hall)....aku dr jd tak malu terus malu, segan gler...it's not that i takut to hold "it" but masalahnye mmg tak tau nak tunjuk camner..aish serve me rite, sape suh tak prepare b4 the kelas..
nasib nasib..

after dah duduk balik n setelah muka nie tebal mcm dinding konkrit n panas gler, ak pun ckp kat nana n era...

aku : i hate p****
era n nana : bhav, aliah hate p****
bhav : then u would not have a football team la kalau camtu
aku : (oh my god, at this point pun diorng bleh wat lawak)

p/s to myself, make sure u prepare b4 class..

by the way thanx to sape2 yg membantu tadi, mimi, naji, midah n my groupmates(walaupun krg gelak kan kuat gler)

~semua orang itu ada kelemahan dan kelebihannya, siapalah kita untuk berkata tentang kelemahan orang lain sedangkan setiap manusia itu diciptakan tidak sempurna. Terimalah dengan seadanya dan cuba untuk menyesuaikan diri dengan orang lain~

(selepas reflection session with iSha)