Omg its been quite sometimes snce I updated my blog. Act ths is my 1st attemp updatng the blog usng blackberry as its quite dffclt 2 get intrnt here in manjung,perak. There r a lot of thng going on with my life right now bt I dnt hve the tme 2 write evry single detail so I'll jst wrte the imprtnt thng only.

- I just finish my 2nd postng whch is intertnal medicine. Hurm I really do enjoy internal medicine despite all the stress in the hsptl.
- currently I'm doing my 3rd postng, paediatric whch means dealing wif kids n babies here in sri manjung hospital, perak. Argh I really dnt know hw 2 deal with babies espclly when they start 2 cry, its stressful..suprisingly the consultant, paediatrician n housemans r friendly n nice.

That's all 4 nw, I'll upload the pictures later k.

~ im so so so exhausteddddddddddddd today, ward round is like 4 hours standing, damn it's tiring...n i still got 3 cases to presnt, 8 case writes up to type, log book to fill, 4 weeks of reflective diary to do n most importantly, STUDY for the final exam which is next week.......ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhh i think im having palpitation plus shortness of breath rite now~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

oleh kerana terlalu muak untuk makan kat luar, ak bercadang nk masak untuk dinner..arghhh bosan laa mkn luar jerrr..(OGDS ak)..hurm ok back to the story, lately ak cm suke plak men masak2 nie haha penah tak mase dulu2 men masak2 bunga n daun???(ape tk pernah??sian ar sape yg tk pernah tu :P)..

nyway kat rmh mmg ade bhn2 cume tinggal nk bli daging cincang kat alamanda saje..erkk the problem is i cannot stand darah yg melekat2 kat daging tue n ayam ker ape ker, confirm ak OGDS haha so seb bek nana ader untuk memegang kan daging itu ke kaunter(ak almost OGDS di freezer tue sbb darah yg ozing out from daging tu, YUCKSSSS)--haha ak lebih rela disect mayat :P..nana ckp "aish bdk nie, nk kene cari suami yg pandai msak la mcm tue"..haha yes yes mmg nk cari chef pOwwnnn,:P~

then tdi oleh kerana ak memberanikan diri untuk membasuh daging itu smbil menahan nafas(hehe) luckily daging tu tak bau pun darah2, bagus btl daging tue bg kerjasama.. so here r the pictures~~~


(bahan-bahannye : 2 biji bwg putih, 1 biji bwg besar n daging cincang ramlee yg dibasuh bersih n di tos)



(rebus spaghetti tue smpai lmbut)



(tumis bwg)



(tadaaa perencah instant)



(wallaaa)



(alhamdullilah~)

Sometimes
I feel like im going out of
My mind,

Boy the way you do me is a
Damn crime,

But then you smile at me
And its allright,

With you there ain't no inbetween...

Everytime that i walk out the door
I tell myself i can't take it no more

Theres a part of me won't let you go
I keep sayin' yes when my minds sayin no..

Me and my heart we got issues
Don't know if i should hate you or miss you
Damn i wish that i could resist you
Can't decide if i should slap you or kiss you,
Me and my heart we got issues,issues,issues
We got issues issues issues.

Its awful, boy you leave me hangin for so long
You empty out my love until its all gone
You change the words but still its the same song
Im tired of the melody

Change my number and throw out your clothes
But my feelings for you, they still show
I keep building the walls round my heart
But then i see you it all falls apart...

Wanna fight it, can't hide it
Truth is i think i like it
But in future, illusion
Still i don't know which way to go.....

Me and my heart we got issues
Don't know if i should hate you or miss you
Me and my heart we got issues.....x

la la la la 1st of all i just want to say that im in a confuse state right now, can i just leave evrything to God??? ok fine i noe i have to do smtg bout it, but right now i need a rest!!!cepat laaaaahhhhh cuti, aku nak rehat laaaa!!!!

hurm yesterday, my brother and I went to my dad's house in Bandar Sunway. well as usual my dad will cook something for all of us and I, (yes me not u) have to also be in the kitchen to help out. u know what, i seriously think my dad is very particular about how to slice the onion, ect ect, unlike my mom he's so mementingkan kesenian until almost what i do kene tegur yer ish ish..my mom is a lot simpler that him..i guess that's what happen when man own the kitchen..nyway my dad cook superb dish..so here's the picture!!


(bahan utama - kue teow ni perlu di rendam dlm air panas dulu untuk beberape minit supaya tak melekat2, ayah ak ckp la)


(kue teow, kerang, udang, lada yg ditumis bersama bwg putih, merah n udang kering)


(my dad in action)

this afternoon, my brother n I went to service our car n while waiting the car to finish guess who i met????? you wont believe it, it's JACKIE CHAN...caye tak caye tak??? n guess what jackie chan tue wat kat saye??????? die bagi saye gula2 n bukak kan sampul gula2 tue untuk saya, sweetttt tak????tak pernah org wat camtu kat saye..then saye tanye die soklan nie.....


me : how to spell your name??
JC(jackie chan) : i dont know
me : how come you dont know how to spell your own name??
JC : smiling + showing some kungfu actions

me : so how old r u??
JC : 6 y.o
me : guess how old am i???
JC : u r sister rite??
me : mm yes
JC : 16 y.o
me : blushing...am i that young???hahahah

act Jackie chan tue is a chinese boy, sgt peramah kay, smpaikan aunty die ckp, br smpai u already make a friend?? hehe then die duk sblh ak smbl tnye2 pasal citer kat tv, n the cutest thing is that mase ak nk blk ak ckp bye kat die n die reply "bye, FRIEND" wow....terharu!!

not feeling very well....sore throat plus cough(gatalnyerrr tekak ku ini)...

n my old hp is having multiple organ failure..hurmim considering wether to keep it or throw it away..hurmmmmm

wow x1000000..i cant believe wat i just knew, damn, one of my classmate in primary school just added me in fb n GUESSSS what, she's MARRIED, dude and already bless with a CHILD, wow wow n wow(ok ini terlalu dramatik yer cik aliah, sila hentikan segera)..hehe ok la im just too excited to write it down, well she's married without many of us knowing it, maybe sbb lost contact kot..hurm skenyer tgk die ngn darling die n baby diorng, sweet sgt, well aqidah, to u n ur hubby i wish a very hepy n mery life smpai ke akhir hayat!!! n ak tak tau np recently byk org yg terdekat akan berkahwin, hurmmmmmmmmm what is this ha?????

kehadapan sahabatku, yana(aiceh cam nk tulis surat ap je haha)


smpena hari yg bahagia ini(geli seh ayat nie), hehe ku ucapkan kpdmu 'selamat hari tua' :P hehe.. hepy burfday yana, smg panjang umur, murah rejeki n kawin cepat(hua hua)!!

fiuh what a day, what a day!!! mari kte lihat jadual saya pada hari ini :-

7.00-8.00.am - blood sucking eh taking hehe(venepuncture). berjaya wat kat 2 patient makcik yg sgt comel n cooperative

8.00-8.30.am - teman cik timah kte wat PE kat makcik yg ak amik darah sblm tue, hehe "sedap tim urut makcik yer'

8.30-9.00.am - breakfast nasi lemak n donut sedap yum yum (perut smkn distended yer sjak masuk clinical nie)

9.00-10.00.am - sesi kuiz n test-mengetest antara kami

10.00-1.00.pm - BST(bed site teaching)+ ward round bersama Prof Latif

1.00-2.00.pm - makan n solat

2.00-4.00.pm - CCP(combine case presentation) bersama surgery group

4.00-7.00.pm - case presentation + BST(bed site teaching) bersama Dr. Jefri..

7.00-7.30.pm - dinner with aween (roti canai + roti telur + hot milo, aaaah sdp nyer milo panas)


pack tak jadual saya???(sape yg ckp tak tu??? blasah kang :P)

perkara yg kelakar n tak bleh belah berlaku apabila ward round bersama Prof Latif, di mana seorang patient ni, apabila disuruh sebut "TIGA" untuk periksa 'vocal resonance'...

pelajar : makcik sebut tiga yer
makcik : tiga?
pelajar : ya, tiga
makcik : ok ok
pelajar : sebut makcik...
makcik : TIGA!!!TIGA!!!TIGA!!!!(uish bukan men excited makcik nie hahaha bagus)

hurm that's all for today....byk nyerrrrr ak nk kene study, jumaat nie ader test n ak tak prepare pape pun g!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! n now im starting to have chills~~~~~~

hepy 80th burfday to my one and only beloved granddaddy, tuan syed Mohd..may ALLAH SWT bless u always n cepat sembuh..love u so much abib!!




and also a very hepy burfday to MADAM Tim and Amir, may u guys have hepiness in ur life!!!

"It's nice to know that you were there,
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done"

dah lame gak rasenyer tk dgr lagu avril, tetibe td dgr cam mengimbau zaman muda ku dimana pada suatu masa dulu, daku adalah die-hard fan avril sambil nak higlight rambut colour merah, i dont give a damn ape org nk ckp ttg sape yg ak minat or ap yg ak minat(hehe mcm emo)!! btw smlm tgk citer the time traveller's wife(mid night show, 1st time sbb emosi tk stabil), sob sob sedey gler cter tue tapi pening skit la.. tetibe gua terpikir ader ker org sesetia cam tue??? tak bleh tahan ble jmp org yg ak kenali dlm cinema tue(haha tk mau ckp sape, nana jer tau)

C : nak kawin ngn sape?
B : datuk
C : (gelak) mane ader datuk yg tk kawin g
B : nasib ar jd no 2,3,4 ke 10 ke asal kaya n byk duit n bleh wat wedding cam cter titanic
C : err ha jadi no 1 sbb dpt gi majlis, no 4 sbb paling disayangi..hehe 2 n 3 tk di layan(wahaha)
B : owh!!!

im having sore throat like crazy plus myalgia plus lethargy :(

fiuh cant believe im already in the 3rd week of internal medicine posting, there are so many things to read and learn cause internal med include everything under the sun.. i just hope that i can score in this block, insyaallah..despite all the tbl, ccp, bst, ect ect, we still had time to do a lot of crazy things such as in the pictures below hehe enjoy..


(this the place where we belong for now)


(with our beloved surgeon, Mr.Ahmed)










































(going to miss u parvin!!!)




~tekun nye mengambil mknan~










(M16 with Boss)

finally, i finish my surgery posting and will enter internal medicine posting tomorrow..seriously going to miss surgery so much and im not sure what to expect in internal medicine hurmmm!!!

one more case write up to go, then proceed with exam preparations, gosh im really nervous..gaaaaaa..

*practical exam will be on monday to thursday,either one of the day, but we will never know when is our turn (sgt cruel kay)

*theory exam will be on wednesday

p/s : i am having pain on my chest, it's prickling (surgical group, sila cleark hehe :P)

nyways despite all the stress that all of us (every posting) will be having, lets work harder and pray for all of our success okay, insyaallah..

gud luck surgery posting (n sme posting juga)!! surgeeeeryyyyy year surrrgery year!!

seriously i wasnt a big fan of twilight n i never ever adore the vampire, i mean the guy who played cedric in harry potter but this time around, i really cant wait the release of NEWMOOONNN wow, im so falling in love with that werewolves hehe(gediks sungguh ish ish)....


im doing assignment yg bertimbunnnnnnnnnnnnnn n im wearing spec(that really shows im doing my work)

~i guess its not too late to greet selamat hari raya to all muslims out there, i would like to take this opportunity to seek for forgiveness if i ever did wrong to any of u, i'm just an imperfect human being after all~

* frankly speaking, i dont really have the mood to celebrate raya this year. wonder y? well let me list down every reasons of y im not in the mood for raya :-

- i have a lot(really LOTS) of assignment to finish or else i may not be able to enter the final examination for this block
- suddenly i realize that im too old to receive any duit raya ect ect and im really embarrassed arghhh(which is the weirdest thing that happen to me this time, dnt noe y)
- i havent get the chance to really use Ramadhan as the month of Holy to 'beribadah' (sgt sedey)
- i had fever on the 1st day of raya
- tak sempat nak shopping raya sob sob
- FINAL EXAMMMMMMMMMMMMMM is just around the corner and my preparation is "ZEROOOOOO"

SGTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS okay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


~me n me n me~


~family potrait~


~thnx evin for coming~

well nyways, may all of u enjoy raya and have fun yall!!




(cis tk gune kuji wat tanduk)





(pic taken b4 masuk operation for laparotomy appendicectomy)


(serius tk sngka abel amik gmbar nie nga memain kot)


(female surgical team)